Dont relapse, Don, whatever you do dont relapse!

Ughh...

The day seems to go by so much slower nowadays

I dont wanna post what 'it' is exactly (for certain reasons) but i need 'it' really bad

For those who know what Im talkin about, cool, everybody else, it doesnt really matter. All that really matters is what not having 'it' is doin to me

Im goin crazy, bored around the house doin nothin. Cant touch tha pen and pad, cant make a single beat that Im feelin, Ive barely eatin a full meal all day now that I think about it

Damn, Don you need help lol

It wasn't like this before though, what was life before it?? Im tryna think

Im sure it wasnt THIS boring but damn.. I need some kinda push if Im gonna make it thru the week, because I cant stand being without it right now..

I guess Im about to blast my headphones and pick somethin nice to listen to.. Because thats the only thing that seems to help EVERYTHING.. Just need the right song..

I'll prolly bump to some Charles Hamilton lol

Im not tryna be a fanatic but when you got an artist thats that real, that raw, that dope, that lyrical, and has been through that much, its just so much more closer to the 'real thing' Ive been looking for in music than any other artist.

I always felt like the game has been missin somethin, and I think I realized what it was. A Charles Hamilton.. lol

But that still doesnt change the fact that Im without my 'it'

DAMN

I think Imma call a girl up or somethin because thats another one of the only things that takes my mind off of it.

But girls these days, it gets hectic lol I was in a little love triangle before, now its like an octogon with a bunch of lines scribbled over it

I jus broke up with that one

I was just talking to this one but now we're dumbing it down for a while

Ive been crushing on that one for the longest and everytime it seems like its something promising, the bubble of feelings is busted

And this one is confusing me everytime we talk. But i dunno though. Because shes actually showin signs of comin around.

Before it was confusing and a lack in communication but we've been talkin a lot more so ish is seemin clearer... I wanna say Im gonna have her (and Im usually right) but for now Im just gonna see how things go..


Girls... haha

Speakin of which I jus started gettin in touch with my ex again.

It was pretty cool, it was like we didnt really stop talkin for a few months (which we did)

Thats what we always do. Stop talkin for a long time, start again. Most of it due to jealous boyfriends who i will not name (he knows who he is)... (and so does she)

But its whatever. Maybe one day he'll realize he has been too overprotective. And when I say overprotective I mean he wants her to have absolutely no male friends at all..

But like I said its whatever.. He doesn't know what she means to me and that I can understand because it took a long time for it too build.

It would be pretty ill if me and her linked up again but Im not keeping in touch with her just to break up their relationship. Dumb niggas needa understand that.

I jus rather have her in my life, cause shes been down for me for the longest and no nigga could ever take that away from me, I refuse.

Anyway, my weekend's goin pretty slow and Im hopin the week goes by at a decent rate.

I heard the party was whack so Im glad I missed it

Im jus gonna continue to be fustrated for the rest of the weekend

Peace

-W o n d o n

And so, the mixtape was born!

Prepare to be Street Philosophized!!!


lol jus playin

But nah really be ready for it!

I jus finished mixing everything down!

But Im not gonna drop just yet.. What im gonna do is print three cd's (three 'test' cds if you will), hand em out to three people so they can review it a whole time through and it and if everything sounds smooth, Im gonna drop it this weekend!

Remember its free now so just ask for a copy and you got one.. Do what you will with it as long as it involves; blasting it, showing it people, spreading it, or bootlegging it

Jus help me get it out there! lol

Imma have it on Imeem, CDs, DatPiff (hopefully), Sendspace, everything!

Anyway I gotta finish gettin this ish together, ill post up later

peace

- W o n d o n

Her

She got me confused lol thats all I can say

And some of yall will be like youll never understand women blah blah blah

bs.. take that somewhere else

its not that i dont understand women, thats for slow guys who arent smart enough to comprehend the whole concept of feelings, passion, and life like females do  (props to those who do)

its just.. it feels like i met my match, you know?

But i dunno, she gets me so confused sometimes.. if it was any other girl i would be gone by now, not even sweatin it... but theres this one little thing keeping me around

as tiny as it is... whatever it is.. its just enough to make me stay, and i think its for a reason.

hope im right! (i usually am)

damn! see thats the think i usually am

and when I thought i was wrong before! when i was shocked out of my mind at the fact that i was wrong! well i was right the whole time! lol see how things work out?!

lets just hope im still right, cause my 'being right' streak has been goin on since before i hit puberty..

todays lesson is use logic, and common sense (but those of you who already have common sense know thats an obvious one.. hense the reason im telling you senseless people to use it in the first place lol) lemme stop tho =]

damn, on no bs, if she stays in my head then im gonna be waking up happy for a good while

anyways, im off

starving

i know im gonna dog those oreos but i gotta eat some 'real food' first as mother always says

anyway im out!

peace

- W o n d o n

Boys in Blue

Before i start, im not writing this just because

if you dont know the situation its probably because you dont need to know so jus mind your business and stop wondering what happened.. but yeah

Cops..

Cant stand (most of em)... Maybe its because they're hypocrites, abusing their power and breaking the law in the process, when they're supposedly there to protect the law

They remind me of sharks

Lurking in the shadows and the dark waiting for you to cross that line before they devour you heartlessly... They even sense fear. They detect that weakness and they exploit it.

Whatever..

Thats really it, know your rights

Peace

- W o n d o n

Sunday Morning

Sunday morning...

Speakin of which, that might make a good sample... maybe?   ehh I dunno

Im still in workin on this other sample at the moment, i wont give it away just yet but i sampled a good bass line from a certain rock song

^Theres a hint^

still dont get it?

you'll hear it when a track comes out. but building on what i talked about before..

but yeah, sunday mornings deff move slow for me.. i cant lie, they come in handy.. its probably the only day on the weekend i do real school work with me being busy most of the time

I think im gonna make another music page on myspace just for beats... im gonna have 'SBE' tags all over them of course

just because of the possibility of some master mind downloading it and using it themselves.

damn, i really should start copyrighting my stuff.  i wonder if ill get any money out of that?? prolly not.. but at least i could be more confident that i wont hear my music being used by others

moving on!

im gonna have my tape out soon, yall really gotta relax, i mean its a free tape that im putting massive work into. the least you can do is be patient and trust that im working as fast as i can.

but yeah, when the tape drops, ill have it on imeem, hopefully DatPiff, and cd's goin around all over.

thats really all thats on my mind right now, im gonna come back on later today. maybe after i finish the beat im working on though

im also about to sample my first hispanic song. i already planned it out, chops and all

which is promising a hot beat because i usually do all that as i go..

but yeah, ill post up later

peace

- W o n d o n

Beats

Ive seriously been on my grind with beatmaking!

Sample and non-sample, ive been puttin work in, i think i deserve some credit

or at least i will...

Lookin back, im deff seein improvement in my beats. they got a more authentic sound, a lot more official now..

My old beats are you might've heard on tracks like the SBE Anthem, Play Wit 9's, and Urban Ambitions, so when Im talkin about beats Ive recently made, its stuff that hasnt been put out yet.. im dying to do so

the thing is ive been more corteous with distributing beats to group members, i mustve given out 5 good beats that i would've loved to tear up, but yall know i love yall enough to give you those beats

these beats are like children to me.. it takes time to create, and when im finally done the process, the music is brought to life, and this feels like an adoption center with all of the 'children' im givin out lol

But yeah, Im dyin for yall to hear the new beats I've been workin on, they're pretty hot. If i continue to improve the way ive been improving, i think im going to start selling beats.

SOME of the beats that is

everybody (even band mates) gotta keep in mind that the whole reason i started making beats is so i had some beats to rap to since i no longer have a constant source to my own beats

if it seems like im being selfish, then tough

if you dont like it, do what i did and start making beats

i dont like that whole 'im not good at it' excuse, nobodys good at something before they get started

my beats used to suck so bad, they werent even on beat half the time, look at me now

oh yeah thats right, yall havent even got a glimpse of what im about to let out lol

lemme stop tho

just expect some hot beats from me!

- W o n d o n

Beef

Okay so about that Drama Setters Diss Track

You mightve heard about it, prolly not but yeah...

Me and this group (Drama Setters) from my Hometown (Lawtown, Mass) are puttin tracks out directed toward eachother

Now everybody i know and everybody else I don't know is hittin me up askin why we're beefin

we're not beefin

as a matter of fact, i've been down to collab with em a while back (it jus didnt happen but thats another story)

But yeah the way all this came about was, Lucky (rapper from their group) hit me up and told me he saw the rap battles I had on my youtube page (youtube.com/wondon) and he said he was feelin the whole battling-with-no-beef thing we had goin on at school. but because of the fact that we live about 500 miles apart, a real life battle was obviously not an option so what we decided was take it to the booth

So there you have it

Now everybody whos wonderin whats takin so long for a response, dont. we are gettin em back, i've actually recorded my verse im jus passin the torch to my boy leggit whos about to record his verse then we'll put it out

Why am I doin this?

besides pure rapping fun, Ive been gettin the feelin that i got people sleepin on me so I got a lil somethin in this track to wake em all up. so make sure youre not underestimating what im about to bring

anyway thats it for that, get at my boy kev's blog; The KrackSpot

Beef with BAM?

all i gotta say is its not in my plans..

the whole situation came pretty fast and niggas react the way they do from time to time.

they claimed they were bored so the remixed our track trying to make fun of us.

niggas get tight, but what can you expect? apparently people dont expect you to take things seriously. but this is music we're talkin about. there are few things i take more serious than my music... so few i cant even name any of those things right now lol

but yeah.. after hearing that track, i didnt get too too heated, whether thats what they wanted or not. but i didnt exactly laugh at their little joke.. so what i did was render a few of their pictures to bash them with and made a youtube video out of the song+pics (watch it here)

everybody who saw it laughed their asses off.. its funny what a little photoshop expertise can do.. lol

my approach might not have been too mature, but i honestly dont care

me, tbone, and matt were actually out chillin last night talkin to nate boy.. and nate (who was smacked out of his mind) explained somethin to me that actually stuck out

he told me how ill it was that i took a song they made to bash us, and switched it up so that it made them look bad

and now they dont even want me showing it to people cause it makes them look worse

funny how ish works don't it?

thanks for pointing that out to me nate

he was sayin its cool how i made a diss put out on my team make us look better and them worse

all this accomplished without even putting a diss track out!

it just goes to show you dont underestimate an intelligent person

and im not basing my intelligence on what i did in the situation im jus sayin... nevermind you get the picture

but yeah, lol now tahij, fasaad, and micah (who isnt even in SBE, lol) are talkin about a diss track on BAM.. a couple of their niggas took notice and now theyre gettin all worked up about it

personally im cool wit those niggas.. im not as down for them as i am for my own niggas but ive known them to be some dudes who keep it real (most of the time)... i aint sayin they fake, im jus sayin, dont get worked up about what i said in the parenthesis... these niggas nowadays PMS more than women lol

but yeah.. personally im not pressed on dissin BAM as long as they dont make it clear that theyre callin us out, im not even gonna sweat it. i don't see them as a threat but i do see them as a group that i intend on bein cool wit as long as they keep everything on a real note

(adrian im still down for a collab lol) only bam nigga ive done a track wit is eddie so far

shouts to eddie jones

but yeah, i jus dropped your group's name like ten times, somethin i wouldnt do for any other group besides SBE lol. so if you werent gettin notice before, this is a little more.. normally i would jus say 'so and so' and whoever knew about the situation would know who im talkin about..

honestly tho its too competitive between us and thats partly my fault, but still.. we've talked about this before and we would have a better chance doin somethin if we're on the same side rather than dissin eachother

i dont got any problems wit yall, whatever the issue is between my people (you know who they are) and your people, thats your beef.. i dont try and play Mr. Leader of SBE so im not gonna try and control them. but i will let em know theres a line i dont think that should be crossed

thats all i gotta say about that, as if i hadn't said a lot already

anyway thats it for this post, i got a couple new tracks up on the page, go check it out

Can't Catch My Cypher Ft. Leggit

Have You Seen Her Produced by Wreck One

shouts to Leggit and Wreck!

anyway, im outta here

Peace

- W o n d o n