Amazing Weekend

Well this past week was pretty crazy. The weekend was even better.

Made some new friends, did a lot of things. But just like most other things in life it had to come to an end. 

But umm... Moms and sister were gone all week, so blame me for tryna keep myself occupied and not go crazy. Chilled with BIG heads. I was with Eddie, his cousins, and Domo for like 75% of the time, really cool peoples. This weekend was amazing thanks to them, but they all left for Philly this morning. Yet another chunk taken off my list of friends to chill with. Damn!

Tbone, gone. Eddie, gone. Chelsea, longgg gone! Then my car doesn't work so my chances of hangin with certain people are slimmer. Bummer.

Its all good though, I know the fun isn't over. 

And I still got some more mixtapes to drop before Im left with completely nothing to do.

But umm yeah, Im out.

- W o n d o n

Summer is good

I came to the conclusion that Im gonna have a pretty tight summer.

I got a lil cash flow for the summer, I've been on a mean music making streak, and I finally moved past my little phase where I was stressing the unstressable (to say the least).

But yeah, this week's theme is girls.. For real?

Yeah lol

This week has been good to me... Haha nothin really left to say. If I even said anything lol. Lemme get to the music:

Arsonal

My dude Arsonal is a battling beast. Check him out on grindtime.. As a matter of fact heres the last battle.

Both of them killed it but Okwerdz took him, thats another beast, check them out. Anyway Im done posting for the day. Holla!

- W o n d o n

SPV1 On DatPiff

3:27AM - Street Philosophy Vol. 1 is on DatPiff
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I know it took me a minute but its up there. Better late than never right? But as I was posting it all I could think of was how good I was and how much better I have gotten (not tryin' to be cocky). I think its time I start making steps towards another mixtape. Not sure how big Im gonna go as far as distributing it but Im thinking Im gonna start out on the internet and then sell it in person (around malls and things like that) if I get a good response (which I believe I will). But just like last time, I gotta work diligantly to make sure this project is a hot one. Except this one will be hotter.

Im soo tired right now but its alright because today was a good day. I just gotta stick it out a little longer. I gotta get my laptop ready, finally getting it sent out to get it fixed. Which means in less than two weeks, I'll be able to record on my laptop again. Yess!

Anyway Im done posting for now.

Good night!


- W o n d o n

Back to the music

Krack Industries
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Big shouts to my boy Kidd Krack. He just got me feeling ashamed of my blog after I peeped his. Mine has a whole bunch of nonsense and miscellaneous info about my personal life that don't have any use to those not involved (not including nosy people, stalkers, etc.). But yeah back to the topic.

Shouts to Krack for the feature and the remix he did to Love Is You Ft. Lady B
Check it out, it's posted up on his blog:

http://krackindustries.blogspot.com/ <-- Krack Industries

Im looking forward to hearing that tape when it drops!

Anyway Im debating (with myself), the topic being mixtapes. I've been putting in a lot of work and I already have enough tracks to drop, but I figure I gotta get my strategy straight before I even mention mixtape titles and plans. Things like industry beats/my beats, DJ's, collabs, and other things I don't even want to think about right now lol. But what I do know is that so far I've been using the summer vacation to my advantage. My goal is three tapes by the end of the summer.

The Schools Years Close To Over

4:33PM - Tomorrow's my last day..
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Overall it was a pretty tight year.

There was only thing that could've made it perfect but, you know... Maybe next life time.. 

But in the current lifetime Im gonna have to accept that I don't always.. Scratch that, I hardly get what I want... But I have my music which in reality is all I need. It just would've been cool to have that. But yeah, I just gotta stfu and stop stressing you.

It would help if you're face wasnt so pretty

Haha. I guess the 3 month summer vacation will make shit easier. If it doesnt drive me crazy that is. But to sum it all up, Im stupid as hell for ever making that song. But I meant every word of it. 

Umm, yeah thats the only thing that was on my mind today so I'll post up later. Im gonna wish you a good one some other day cause Im being too Captain Obvious these days which is bad because I end up fucked in the end.

- W o n d o n

On some Spoken Word ish

9:44PM - Jus decided to spread some of my poems
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dont use any of this without asking me first...


Might never understand - Sunday, April 05, 2009

You might never understand how blind you are
I've been standing here the whole time
Starting to doubt that you'll ever see
That I could be your everything.

You might never understand how bad you have it
Better yet, how good you could have it
That if you had me, you'll be so confused
Wondering why you didn't choose me sooner

You might never understand why I feel this way
And why I feel like Im the best one for you
You might think Im just being selfish
You just dont realize how sincere I am

You might never understand your full potential
When you settle for less like I've been doing
You start slowing down instead of growing
Soon you come to a complete stop

You might never understand that I can keep you going
And that I could bring out the best of moods in you
We could have the most emotional fights imaginable
Just because we'll feel so passionate about eachother

But you might never understand how passionate one could feel about you
After all, look who you've been with and who you're with now
And how long each one of those relationships had lasted
Skipping right over the person who would've succeeded through their breaking points

Because they might never understand you're true value
And because of this, you might not either
You won't let me show you what you're worth
You just accept what they give you

You might never understand that I've been here for the longest time
Sitting back and watching as you did your own thing
We were never that close
But why do I feel like we're so perfect for eachotherI feel so compatible with you

I feel so connected to you
I feel so On-Top-Of-The-World around you
And in return, I want to give that feeling back to you
But you might never understand what that feeling is

Because you might never understand what you mean to me
Because you might never even read this
And if you do, you might never understand who this is to
But maybe you will understand.

I hope you do...



I Want You Out - By Me (Obviously) - Saturday, May 02, 2009

You're in my mind
You had your stay
And now I want you out

Im tired of having you
Over-stimulating my anxiety
Being the one Im thinking about

So it's time you leave.
Be the one someone else is pressed on
When the whole time they'll never receive you

In mind, you've been.
Constantly is when.
If you're grace was a lie, I believed you

The one time I try to achieve
Instead of settling I chose to seize
Disappointment is what I earned

This is what happens when I strive
For what I care for inside
An optimist turned shattered and burned

A lesson learned or whatever you call it
They say the third time is a charm
But that I really doubt.

Im so drained, in pain
So let down at attempts left in vain
That I no longer care to find out.

I just want you out...




Thats about it for now. I'll post some other stuff up whenever I feel like sharing it. If I ever decide I want to

Twisted Tuesday!

5:43PM - And the Title's get cornier....
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...Not to mention irrelevant lol. But thats just because Im bored

So Im steppin up, 180 day provisional license to the real thing! Thats wassup

Just got home and popped some DiGiorno's in the oven, watching cash cab

I left my phone in Javiers whip! Noooooooooo!
I hope hes whippin to school tomorrow.

I got a headache coming on so Im tryna eat and crash in a few.. At least until moms comes back from shopping (she hasnt even left yet) and cooks somethin up

Im jus chillin right now.. Oh by the way heres the video from the cookout!



Too fun lol

40th Post!

10:52PM - Monday madness
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The 40th post really isnt that exciting but I didnt have any real title for what went on today...

Oh by the way, you can call me Captain No-Time-For-This-Bull-Sh*t

Anyway, im goin to bed lol, I'll finish (I mean start) this tomorrow. Just checkin in...


- W o n d o n

Following Up w/ Sunday

10:06PM - Today was a pretty good follow up...
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Went to my mom's company picnic

Best hot dogs I had since I went to Fenway (loooonggg time ago) the burgers were good too but they got nothin on the dogs

Chillin with Eddie today, talked about the random stuff we talk about. I rode this tiny kid-sized bike, he cruised on the scooter. Pretty cool way to end the weekend lol

Anyway, I have a feeling these last couple weeks of school are about to FLYYY by. Its bitter sweet because the summer is gonna be here. Then again, its the last real summer vacation before I graduate... And thats a scary thought for me.. But I'll be ready. But if Im gonna be honest on this blog I cant say I wont miss the heck out of (mostly) everybody (who matters) lol.

My boy TBone is goin off to training soon... Damn!   It ain't the WHOLE summer is it? Cause if it is thats gonna suck lol thats 1/4 of the niggas Im lookin forward to chillin with. Actually 1/5, cause Im really tryna link up with my cause Ant (A-Mazin) too.

Look out for Cmo and Eddie Jones collabo's.

Im hungry so Im about to go look for somethin to eat.

Holla!

- W o n d o n

T-Bone's Curfew

12:41AM - Back from TBone's cookout...
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...And I jussttt missed curfew by like four minutes. Ill get it next time lol, moms was sleepin anyway so she wasnt trippin

Big heads were there. It was like that though. Glad I didnt fade anything else. It was free, didn't get shut down, and I enjoyed myself more than I would've at any party that happened this weekend.

Speaking of which, a certain someone needs to stfu and accept the fact that if she doesnt get over herself shes gonna loose one of the few people who actually give a care about her. 

Its funny how people get big ego's because they refuse to talk to you. Its even more funny when you could give a f*ck if you never spoke to them again.  Newsflash: thats one less headache!

(Headache: A person blows your entire head. Also referred to as a buzzkill or pain in the ass)

Anyway the cook out was like that, I had a lotta fun. I hope we do somethin like that again soon. It was cool to have us all there just chillin and relaxing. I'll post up the videos of the cyphers soon as I get em. 

Im bumpin the BAM tape right now. A lot these tracks are impressive. And Cmo, dont take what I said tha wrong way. I AM tryna get a track in  with you but this track is somethin Im treating extremely delicately. Especially since the original is something that was made completely from the heart. Feel me?

But yeah the ramen and green tea is callin my name so Im about to end this post short. Till next time, my people

- W o n d o n

PS. If you wanna hit me up on AIM, my screen name is Wonndon (w/ three 'n's).

No Hard Feelings

11:08PM - No hard feelings but...
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...Im not dealin with certain niggas anymore

I realized that 99.9% of everyone I know has used me for somethin a long time ago but now its getting intolerable. So f*ck yourself if you take my attitude towards you the wrong way. This is to certain 'friends', I thought I should state that before a lot of yall let your guilty consciouses get the best of you. Even though you might've been one of the users lol.

But yeah really its just whatever now. Im doing my music and Im living for mine. If you don't like that approach, you're not living life right. Unless you like being walked all over, suit yourself.

I swear Im surrounded by too many pot heads. Shit blows me so Im gonna start hanging with a new crowd. Not sayin Im abandoning my semi-loyal friends, just extending my group of 'friends' with some that are closer to having their shit together so I dont have to pay the price of a slacker. No offense. 

Needless to say, my day got f*cked up and Im not chillin with anybody anymore unless I plan the shit out or if there's a carefully constructed itinerary of wtf we're gonna be doing. And none of it involving me sitting on my ass cause niggas dont have their shit together or me purposelessly driving niggas around.

If I would've stayed home and threw a tennis ball across the room all day, I prolly would've enjoyed myself more than I did and wasted a lot less time and money. But f*ck it. Unlike this blog post, life goes on.

- W o n d o n

No Es Amor

(Written Yesterday 11:28PM) - No Es Amor!
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No Es Amor.. No not the Franki J copied version.

The original Aventura - No Es Amor

This song seems to mean a lot more to me and make more sense around this point in time. Listen to it a few times (translate it if you have to) but I can understand it a lot better after being in a situation that relates to it somewhat. Im thinkin of incorporating it into the Love Is You remix somehow. Eddie Jones WILL be on it, Lady B WILL be on it, Cmo might be on it lol sorry man that's the best I could do for right now. I know Im droppin 8 bars on it I can't promise a 16 because I dunno how much feeling conjure up and convert into lyrics for the same girl. Especially after what has happened so far (or should I say what hasn't happened). But regardless of how much I drop on it, Eddie Jones and Lady B are gettin full verses and the chorus (not to mention ending and intro).

Speaking of Eddie Jones. Imma kill your lyin ass! lol stop tellin me lies, I know she didn't send me that stuff this morning! Its iight tho, I can tolerate it because I could see how things could've went for the better if I believed you. Well actually it kinda did but lemme break it down..

If I would've bought it the first time, I prolly would've taken that 'chance' that I was to be given and more than likely won her over. OR if the unlikely possibility of it not working occured, it would've sped of the project. Either of the two thanks to you. And the beauty of it is there IS no way it could go wrong. Either way I win. Good looks Jones lol

And im still dumbstruck about how your situation ended up. Dead ass tho.. I mean it from tha heart (no homo) nobody deserved her more than you did. You're one of the few guys I know these days who are sincere with girls. I think that's why I can understand you most of tha time, you almost remind me of myself. That's cool. But yea its good to know you're not sweatin it. You got too much going for you  to be sweating girls. It surprises me your not
some kinda arrogant asswhole lol but Im glad your not. (Stay that way!) I started slippin into that trend but for the most part Im still true to myself and sincere with those who I believe are worthy of me openin up... And those who really know me  know this about me. That a-hole part of me only comes out to those who call out for it.

Oh by the way you pretty much ripped it at the show tonight man. I recorded a few clips, ill show em to you if you want. Bianca did good too but she needed to get closer to the mic on that solo. But its all good she ripped it in that other song they grouped up in...

But yeah what's on my agenda???

Well Cypher tomorrow I hope. Chillin with Chels for a bit, chillin with TBone (then crashin at Tbone's crib), Tbone's cookout on Saturday, then this Picnic thing on Sunday. Im gonna remake the Love Is You beat somewhere in between. My verse is good so far, I might revise it another time before it actually gets recorded. I just want perfection, everything my heart has to say is put into lyrical form. That's the best way for yall to feel it.

But yeah its about 11:28pm and Im about to finish watching Family Guy then crash. And Im currently listening to 'The Illest Ft. Jean Grey' - Immortal Technique. These niggas are straight raw hip hop. I love how at the end of the track the words 'Shit on the whole industry' is scratched into it. Tight lol. But yeah Im out lol I got more sh-t to speak about 'essence' but Imma save that for tomorrow. And if you're not Dj then you don't know who that is lol. And don't worry about it, you don't have a reason to. Even if you are essence. And in the event that you are, you are pretty interested in my life for someone who isn't interested in me.

Man f*ck all that 'speak about it tomorrow' sh*t lol I already got myself started but.. Yeah. If everything I know is a lie then there was a serious lack in communication on my part. (I don't really think its my fault but I take the blame for everything). Im not and never was obsessed. I was just fascinated by you a little bit and really interested in getting to know you. Can you blame me? But umm yeah. The face to face contact was limited because we didn't have any classes together and you just naturally look like someone who would carry the shit out of someone who tried to get your attention so eventually I was like yeah this isn't gonna get anywhere. But I figured you may as well know the song was made for you. Whether you like(d) it or not, you may as well know... I didn't expect you to magically become equally as interested in me (although I secretly hoped you mightve had some kinda thought change). But you know I was like whatevers meant to happen will happen so I told you. And somewhere along the road of moving on, a certain lying friend of mine (lol) told me some things that might or might have not happened. That influenced my actions after that so if it seemed like Wtf is wrong with this kid, just don't pay too much attention to that. I know all the while, the awkward level had been building up, but I just wanna move past it. There's more on my head but I wanna stop right here, I've done far too much thinking and talking. Especially since its about someone who doesn't appear to want to have much to do with me. Anyway, Thanks for everything (except for the whole blowing my head thing). Now that I expressed (most of) what I've been feeling, I think Im gonna head to bed.

Good night world


- W o n d on

Story Time

10:24 - Re-Bio
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Iight so Imma do this Re-Bio thing every so often. I know bio's are suppose to show someone's origin and where they started or came from but like they say its not where you've been its where you're at.. But yeah yeah Re-Bio: me stating where Im at. I dont believe people change I think they can either improve or f*ck up. So this is why I think it calls for a Re-Bio. Here goes...

They call me Wondon but my names Jon. I been feelin more like Wondon lately tho (Its a Eminem/Slim Shady type thing.) Currently Im tryin to re-find myself, I feel like I lost a piece of myself recently and Im slowly regaining it. Don't smoke, I like to drink (the family and racial curse). Eminem, Charles Hamilton, Drake are the best MC's out. Immortal Tech goes harder than any rapper to ever touch a mic. Big L is the best dead or alive (R.I.P.). I am now and Im going to remain something different. That difference will gradually become uniqueness and that will evolve to greatness.

I think thats all for that section of this post lol. I decided to draw out a top 10 MC's list (another reason for people to say Im tryna be like Charles Hamilton lol and yes it is unintentional once again). And whether you disagree or agree, your opinion isn't relevant unless its based on the exact same principles as my thought process was. Here goes:

Top 5 - Alive

1. Eminem
2. Charles Hamilton
3. Drake
4. Jadakiss
5. Lloyd Banks (Do your HW on him)

Top 3 - Dead or Alive

1. Big L
2. 2Pac
3. Eminem


Top 3 - Underground

1. Immortal Technique
2. Papoose
3. (Imma take this spot soon)


This list might change a few times but thats how I feel right now. Anyway Im out, people finally decide to hit me up so uh. Holla!


- W o n d o n


7:00PM - Once upon a time...
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Once upon a time I robbed a bank in broad day, shot the blank clerk for the heck of it, snatched an old lady out of her car, drove the car into a gas station causing a massive explosion. Then I woke up. Sh*ts strange, I know.

But umm, yeah. A couple more tracks got recorded. I wrote my verse to the collab Im doin with Adrian. (Its gonna be FiRe!)

But umm.. Yeah. Today's boring. Hit me up. Im looking for some kinda action to go on this weekend so help me out

Peace

- W o n d o n

June is here

4:56PM - Karina Pasian
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Karina Pasian.... The girl could sing! Good looks to Eddie Jones for puttin me on her. Gonna see if B could re-make "Slow Motion". I think she's beast enough to do it

Im thinkin her and Eddie should do a duet on it tho, that would be sick. If not there's still the remix to a certain one of my tracks that they're both gonna be singin on. Look  out for that its gonna be a hot one.

- W o n d o n

4:56PM - Its June already?!
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Its June already?! 

If today showed any kinda signs of how hot the summer is gonna be, I gotta make sure my AC is top notch this year 

anyway I jus got back from tha pool wit Matt and Git. The life guard was hittin on matt lol

'Im only a year older than you guys' hahah Ill always remember that.. or not

But yeah.. I know you've been checkin up on my blog. Ever since you started, every post seems like a letter to you lol (bonnie knows who she is)

Im not fakin tho.. Im really not. If I am youre gonna have to explain that sh*t to me lol

But  umm... Im about to grub on  somethin.

DJ got this day planned out next week, thats gonna be veryyy interestingg. <--- said with mexican accent

WOWW Im surprised how it was blazin hot all day and all of a sudden the sky is darkening and its thundering out there. It was nothin like that when I got in from the pool. 

Its tight to see the sky change like that though. It shows that nothings constant in the world so when sh*t changes up on you, you gotta be able to adapt.. So how am I adapting? Im about to get on a heavy music grind lol Thats my remedy for almost everything. (Emotionally, mentally, and more).

But yeah, Imma get at that food. Seems like a good day for me to be hittin people up so text/call my phone.

DAyuumm just took a glance out the window and it looks like a tropical storm out there, Im aboutta go move the whip. Holla!

- W o n d o n