Im Restarting the blog

I feel like its time to start fresh and since I dunno how to get rid of the older posts without deleting em Im just starting a new one lol. Stop coming back here expecting new posts, just go to the new one: Donimous.blogspot.com


Peace

- W o n d o n

New Mixtape Landed...

Radio Killa (2009)

http://www.datpiff.com/Wondon_Radio_Killa.m62168.html
Enjoy.

This song feels so right at this moment

I just want you around...

Im gonna sleep better tonight so...

Good night

SBE performance @ Jaxx Nightclub 8.14.09

Break over lmaoo who didn't see that coming? I couldn't be gone for too long. But yeah disregard that last post I was in a completely different place. A great place. But lets get to the show. We KILLED it. Shouts to Vane and Sensiilya but me, Git, and J-O straight killed the joint. Had a live crowd I got love for each and everyone that was there to show support. Possibly the best night of my summer. Peep the videos (courtesy of my boy Jason). But believe the videos were nothing compared to the real thing, craaazy!

Taking A Break

I think Im gonna take a break from recording for the rest of the summer. I think Ive kept myself busy enough, dropping my second mixtape of the year on top of working on my third one. Seeing it as I havent really stopped to take a real break from music making in a couple years and having my senior year about to start soon, I think its best for me to stop, breathe, and regather my thoughts.

Yes this means Im gonna have to postpone or cancel all collabs I have recently planned out. Look out for the collabs I've recently done with various artist, you'll be sure to find some fresh Wondon verses around the internet. Look for new videos on myspace, youtube, Ustream, and Stiackam.

Thanks all for now. Peace!

- W o n d o n

Street Philosophy Vol. 2

Change of plans!

Instead of making the next to mixtapes seperate ones, Krack and I have decided to make it one EPIC project....

This is going to be the highlight project of my highschool life.

Yeah, this is gonna be tooo official.

Expect a drop sometime around late '09/early '10.

- Peace!

Radio Killa

At last... And this is only the intermission mixtape!

By that I mean this is just to keep you entertained while I continue to work on my next two projects.

Mixtape with Kid Krack - 40% Done

Street Philosophy Vol. 2 - 20% Done

I never take breaks so don't expect me to beg for a breather after this Radio Killa drop. But yeah even though I refer to it as the intermission tape, don't think its not hot, it definitely is! The only difference between this tape and the others is that it consists of industry beats. The concept behind this was me out-doing the original versions of the songs on this tape. Hope y'all like it, I'll post up a download link somewhere soon...


In other news, I've decided to take up Songwriting (for others of course, I already write my own ish lol). But yeah.. Im slowly re-discovering and figuring out my ability to put my mind in another persons body, seeing things from other points of view, and being able to hone the emotions of people put in positions I've never been in, then combining that with my writing ability. The possibilities are endless! I found myself writing a few songs that sound like complete hits but wouldn't make sense if I was the one performing it. Because Im not a girl lol...

But yeah, Im gonna keep working on that and hopefully it'll be another way for me to get my foot in the door.

This friday night so far is going horribly wrong so Im about to stop this post here. Peace..

- W o n d o n

The First Gig

This feels like history in the making in a way.
Its not like I haven't performed before but my first couple performances were in talent shows. This time its in a club, and money is on the line.

Selling 50 tickets in two weeks... Thats the mission. I'm going to hope and pray we sell these tickets because if not, I don't have money to shell out for the ones we don't sell so I'm hoping my other two performing buddies are. But still, it's only been a day and we already have a lot of people that are planning on coming out and watching us. We've been at it for long enough for me to believe that I have a pretty loyal fan base.

Anyway, if you're interested in coming out, contact me on myspace (myspace.com/wonndon) the info is under my 'Shows', for further info just drop me a message.

Anyway Im gonna continue covering my floor with mixtapes, Ill post up later. Holla


- W o n d o n

Lets Focus On The Little People

Iight so this post will focus less on the big guys and more on the little guys who do the dirty work. Im about to put yall on my boy Destined, an artist from the VA area who I recently hooked up with and worked on a track with. In fact, we're about to go in on another track so look out for that, here goes his URL and check him out, he's about that realness so that is to be respected: www.myspace.com/IAmDestind

Destin'd

Iight so Im back

Im back and better than... ever?
If I was ever good that is lol

Umm yeah Im back from that feeling that says I should come up with something to keep you coming back for more cause I remembered I could care less. If you read my blog, I appreciate it thats cool but this thing is more for me than it is for you, you're just here for the ride if that makes sense. But lemme skip all the boring bs and get to the music.

What is my focus on right now?

Vistosos Bosses


They seem like somethin cool and new to bring to the table. And it doesnt hurt that they could both get the works lol... Kidding! I saw their video for Delirious i think it is. Souljia Boy was on the track, his verse of course sucked but the rest of the song was pretty tight. Imma def keep my eye out for them

Make Her Say (I still refer to it as the original title, "I Poke Her Face")

Im glad they made a video to it, it turned out sick in my opinion. Somethin abstract, its dope. I should be on the remix lol, my version is like that. Or so I heard haha.

But yeah thats it for now Im gettin tired. Which is good because I been goin to sleep a maad late lately. Ill post back soon. Holla!


- W o n d o n

Amazing Weekend

Well this past week was pretty crazy. The weekend was even better.

Made some new friends, did a lot of things. But just like most other things in life it had to come to an end. 

But umm... Moms and sister were gone all week, so blame me for tryna keep myself occupied and not go crazy. Chilled with BIG heads. I was with Eddie, his cousins, and Domo for like 75% of the time, really cool peoples. This weekend was amazing thanks to them, but they all left for Philly this morning. Yet another chunk taken off my list of friends to chill with. Damn!

Tbone, gone. Eddie, gone. Chelsea, longgg gone! Then my car doesn't work so my chances of hangin with certain people are slimmer. Bummer.

Its all good though, I know the fun isn't over. 

And I still got some more mixtapes to drop before Im left with completely nothing to do.

But umm yeah, Im out.

- W o n d o n

Summer is good

I came to the conclusion that Im gonna have a pretty tight summer.

I got a lil cash flow for the summer, I've been on a mean music making streak, and I finally moved past my little phase where I was stressing the unstressable (to say the least).

But yeah, this week's theme is girls.. For real?

Yeah lol

This week has been good to me... Haha nothin really left to say. If I even said anything lol. Lemme get to the music:

Arsonal

My dude Arsonal is a battling beast. Check him out on grindtime.. As a matter of fact heres the last battle.

Both of them killed it but Okwerdz took him, thats another beast, check them out. Anyway Im done posting for the day. Holla!

- W o n d o n

SPV1 On DatPiff

3:27AM - Street Philosophy Vol. 1 is on DatPiff
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Download Mixtape | Provided by DatPiff.com

I know it took me a minute but its up there. Better late than never right? But as I was posting it all I could think of was how good I was and how much better I have gotten (not tryin' to be cocky). I think its time I start making steps towards another mixtape. Not sure how big Im gonna go as far as distributing it but Im thinking Im gonna start out on the internet and then sell it in person (around malls and things like that) if I get a good response (which I believe I will). But just like last time, I gotta work diligantly to make sure this project is a hot one. Except this one will be hotter.

Im soo tired right now but its alright because today was a good day. I just gotta stick it out a little longer. I gotta get my laptop ready, finally getting it sent out to get it fixed. Which means in less than two weeks, I'll be able to record on my laptop again. Yess!

Anyway Im done posting for now.

Good night!


- W o n d o n

Back to the music

Krack Industries
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Big shouts to my boy Kidd Krack. He just got me feeling ashamed of my blog after I peeped his. Mine has a whole bunch of nonsense and miscellaneous info about my personal life that don't have any use to those not involved (not including nosy people, stalkers, etc.). But yeah back to the topic.

Shouts to Krack for the feature and the remix he did to Love Is You Ft. Lady B
Check it out, it's posted up on his blog:

http://krackindustries.blogspot.com/ <-- Krack Industries

Im looking forward to hearing that tape when it drops!

Anyway Im debating (with myself), the topic being mixtapes. I've been putting in a lot of work and I already have enough tracks to drop, but I figure I gotta get my strategy straight before I even mention mixtape titles and plans. Things like industry beats/my beats, DJ's, collabs, and other things I don't even want to think about right now lol. But what I do know is that so far I've been using the summer vacation to my advantage. My goal is three tapes by the end of the summer.

The Schools Years Close To Over

4:33PM - Tomorrow's my last day..
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Overall it was a pretty tight year.

There was only thing that could've made it perfect but, you know... Maybe next life time.. 

But in the current lifetime Im gonna have to accept that I don't always.. Scratch that, I hardly get what I want... But I have my music which in reality is all I need. It just would've been cool to have that. But yeah, I just gotta stfu and stop stressing you.

It would help if you're face wasnt so pretty

Haha. I guess the 3 month summer vacation will make shit easier. If it doesnt drive me crazy that is. But to sum it all up, Im stupid as hell for ever making that song. But I meant every word of it. 

Umm, yeah thats the only thing that was on my mind today so I'll post up later. Im gonna wish you a good one some other day cause Im being too Captain Obvious these days which is bad because I end up fucked in the end.

- W o n d o n

On some Spoken Word ish

9:44PM - Jus decided to spread some of my poems
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dont use any of this without asking me first...


Might never understand - Sunday, April 05, 2009

You might never understand how blind you are
I've been standing here the whole time
Starting to doubt that you'll ever see
That I could be your everything.

You might never understand how bad you have it
Better yet, how good you could have it
That if you had me, you'll be so confused
Wondering why you didn't choose me sooner

You might never understand why I feel this way
And why I feel like Im the best one for you
You might think Im just being selfish
You just dont realize how sincere I am

You might never understand your full potential
When you settle for less like I've been doing
You start slowing down instead of growing
Soon you come to a complete stop

You might never understand that I can keep you going
And that I could bring out the best of moods in you
We could have the most emotional fights imaginable
Just because we'll feel so passionate about eachother

But you might never understand how passionate one could feel about you
After all, look who you've been with and who you're with now
And how long each one of those relationships had lasted
Skipping right over the person who would've succeeded through their breaking points

Because they might never understand you're true value
And because of this, you might not either
You won't let me show you what you're worth
You just accept what they give you

You might never understand that I've been here for the longest time
Sitting back and watching as you did your own thing
We were never that close
But why do I feel like we're so perfect for eachotherI feel so compatible with you

I feel so connected to you
I feel so On-Top-Of-The-World around you
And in return, I want to give that feeling back to you
But you might never understand what that feeling is

Because you might never understand what you mean to me
Because you might never even read this
And if you do, you might never understand who this is to
But maybe you will understand.

I hope you do...



I Want You Out - By Me (Obviously) - Saturday, May 02, 2009

You're in my mind
You had your stay
And now I want you out

Im tired of having you
Over-stimulating my anxiety
Being the one Im thinking about

So it's time you leave.
Be the one someone else is pressed on
When the whole time they'll never receive you

In mind, you've been.
Constantly is when.
If you're grace was a lie, I believed you

The one time I try to achieve
Instead of settling I chose to seize
Disappointment is what I earned

This is what happens when I strive
For what I care for inside
An optimist turned shattered and burned

A lesson learned or whatever you call it
They say the third time is a charm
But that I really doubt.

Im so drained, in pain
So let down at attempts left in vain
That I no longer care to find out.

I just want you out...




Thats about it for now. I'll post some other stuff up whenever I feel like sharing it. If I ever decide I want to

Twisted Tuesday!

5:43PM - And the Title's get cornier....
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...Not to mention irrelevant lol. But thats just because Im bored

So Im steppin up, 180 day provisional license to the real thing! Thats wassup

Just got home and popped some DiGiorno's in the oven, watching cash cab

I left my phone in Javiers whip! Noooooooooo!
I hope hes whippin to school tomorrow.

I got a headache coming on so Im tryna eat and crash in a few.. At least until moms comes back from shopping (she hasnt even left yet) and cooks somethin up

Im jus chillin right now.. Oh by the way heres the video from the cookout!



Too fun lol

40th Post!

10:52PM - Monday madness
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The 40th post really isnt that exciting but I didnt have any real title for what went on today...

Oh by the way, you can call me Captain No-Time-For-This-Bull-Sh*t

Anyway, im goin to bed lol, I'll finish (I mean start) this tomorrow. Just checkin in...


- W o n d o n

Following Up w/ Sunday

10:06PM - Today was a pretty good follow up...
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Went to my mom's company picnic

Best hot dogs I had since I went to Fenway (loooonggg time ago) the burgers were good too but they got nothin on the dogs

Chillin with Eddie today, talked about the random stuff we talk about. I rode this tiny kid-sized bike, he cruised on the scooter. Pretty cool way to end the weekend lol

Anyway, I have a feeling these last couple weeks of school are about to FLYYY by. Its bitter sweet because the summer is gonna be here. Then again, its the last real summer vacation before I graduate... And thats a scary thought for me.. But I'll be ready. But if Im gonna be honest on this blog I cant say I wont miss the heck out of (mostly) everybody (who matters) lol.

My boy TBone is goin off to training soon... Damn!   It ain't the WHOLE summer is it? Cause if it is thats gonna suck lol thats 1/4 of the niggas Im lookin forward to chillin with. Actually 1/5, cause Im really tryna link up with my cause Ant (A-Mazin) too.

Look out for Cmo and Eddie Jones collabo's.

Im hungry so Im about to go look for somethin to eat.

Holla!

- W o n d o n

T-Bone's Curfew

12:41AM - Back from TBone's cookout...
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...And I jussttt missed curfew by like four minutes. Ill get it next time lol, moms was sleepin anyway so she wasnt trippin

Big heads were there. It was like that though. Glad I didnt fade anything else. It was free, didn't get shut down, and I enjoyed myself more than I would've at any party that happened this weekend.

Speaking of which, a certain someone needs to stfu and accept the fact that if she doesnt get over herself shes gonna loose one of the few people who actually give a care about her. 

Its funny how people get big ego's because they refuse to talk to you. Its even more funny when you could give a f*ck if you never spoke to them again.  Newsflash: thats one less headache!

(Headache: A person blows your entire head. Also referred to as a buzzkill or pain in the ass)

Anyway the cook out was like that, I had a lotta fun. I hope we do somethin like that again soon. It was cool to have us all there just chillin and relaxing. I'll post up the videos of the cyphers soon as I get em. 

Im bumpin the BAM tape right now. A lot these tracks are impressive. And Cmo, dont take what I said tha wrong way. I AM tryna get a track in  with you but this track is somethin Im treating extremely delicately. Especially since the original is something that was made completely from the heart. Feel me?

But yeah the ramen and green tea is callin my name so Im about to end this post short. Till next time, my people

- W o n d o n

PS. If you wanna hit me up on AIM, my screen name is Wonndon (w/ three 'n's).

No Hard Feelings

11:08PM - No hard feelings but...
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...Im not dealin with certain niggas anymore

I realized that 99.9% of everyone I know has used me for somethin a long time ago but now its getting intolerable. So f*ck yourself if you take my attitude towards you the wrong way. This is to certain 'friends', I thought I should state that before a lot of yall let your guilty consciouses get the best of you. Even though you might've been one of the users lol.

But yeah really its just whatever now. Im doing my music and Im living for mine. If you don't like that approach, you're not living life right. Unless you like being walked all over, suit yourself.

I swear Im surrounded by too many pot heads. Shit blows me so Im gonna start hanging with a new crowd. Not sayin Im abandoning my semi-loyal friends, just extending my group of 'friends' with some that are closer to having their shit together so I dont have to pay the price of a slacker. No offense. 

Needless to say, my day got f*cked up and Im not chillin with anybody anymore unless I plan the shit out or if there's a carefully constructed itinerary of wtf we're gonna be doing. And none of it involving me sitting on my ass cause niggas dont have their shit together or me purposelessly driving niggas around.

If I would've stayed home and threw a tennis ball across the room all day, I prolly would've enjoyed myself more than I did and wasted a lot less time and money. But f*ck it. Unlike this blog post, life goes on.

- W o n d o n

No Es Amor

(Written Yesterday 11:28PM) - No Es Amor!
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No Es Amor.. No not the Franki J copied version.

The original Aventura - No Es Amor

This song seems to mean a lot more to me and make more sense around this point in time. Listen to it a few times (translate it if you have to) but I can understand it a lot better after being in a situation that relates to it somewhat. Im thinkin of incorporating it into the Love Is You remix somehow. Eddie Jones WILL be on it, Lady B WILL be on it, Cmo might be on it lol sorry man that's the best I could do for right now. I know Im droppin 8 bars on it I can't promise a 16 because I dunno how much feeling conjure up and convert into lyrics for the same girl. Especially after what has happened so far (or should I say what hasn't happened). But regardless of how much I drop on it, Eddie Jones and Lady B are gettin full verses and the chorus (not to mention ending and intro).

Speaking of Eddie Jones. Imma kill your lyin ass! lol stop tellin me lies, I know she didn't send me that stuff this morning! Its iight tho, I can tolerate it because I could see how things could've went for the better if I believed you. Well actually it kinda did but lemme break it down..

If I would've bought it the first time, I prolly would've taken that 'chance' that I was to be given and more than likely won her over. OR if the unlikely possibility of it not working occured, it would've sped of the project. Either of the two thanks to you. And the beauty of it is there IS no way it could go wrong. Either way I win. Good looks Jones lol

And im still dumbstruck about how your situation ended up. Dead ass tho.. I mean it from tha heart (no homo) nobody deserved her more than you did. You're one of the few guys I know these days who are sincere with girls. I think that's why I can understand you most of tha time, you almost remind me of myself. That's cool. But yea its good to know you're not sweatin it. You got too much going for you  to be sweating girls. It surprises me your not
some kinda arrogant asswhole lol but Im glad your not. (Stay that way!) I started slippin into that trend but for the most part Im still true to myself and sincere with those who I believe are worthy of me openin up... And those who really know me  know this about me. That a-hole part of me only comes out to those who call out for it.

Oh by the way you pretty much ripped it at the show tonight man. I recorded a few clips, ill show em to you if you want. Bianca did good too but she needed to get closer to the mic on that solo. But its all good she ripped it in that other song they grouped up in...

But yeah what's on my agenda???

Well Cypher tomorrow I hope. Chillin with Chels for a bit, chillin with TBone (then crashin at Tbone's crib), Tbone's cookout on Saturday, then this Picnic thing on Sunday. Im gonna remake the Love Is You beat somewhere in between. My verse is good so far, I might revise it another time before it actually gets recorded. I just want perfection, everything my heart has to say is put into lyrical form. That's the best way for yall to feel it.

But yeah its about 11:28pm and Im about to finish watching Family Guy then crash. And Im currently listening to 'The Illest Ft. Jean Grey' - Immortal Technique. These niggas are straight raw hip hop. I love how at the end of the track the words 'Shit on the whole industry' is scratched into it. Tight lol. But yeah Im out lol I got more sh-t to speak about 'essence' but Imma save that for tomorrow. And if you're not Dj then you don't know who that is lol. And don't worry about it, you don't have a reason to. Even if you are essence. And in the event that you are, you are pretty interested in my life for someone who isn't interested in me.

Man f*ck all that 'speak about it tomorrow' sh*t lol I already got myself started but.. Yeah. If everything I know is a lie then there was a serious lack in communication on my part. (I don't really think its my fault but I take the blame for everything). Im not and never was obsessed. I was just fascinated by you a little bit and really interested in getting to know you. Can you blame me? But umm yeah. The face to face contact was limited because we didn't have any classes together and you just naturally look like someone who would carry the shit out of someone who tried to get your attention so eventually I was like yeah this isn't gonna get anywhere. But I figured you may as well know the song was made for you. Whether you like(d) it or not, you may as well know... I didn't expect you to magically become equally as interested in me (although I secretly hoped you mightve had some kinda thought change). But you know I was like whatevers meant to happen will happen so I told you. And somewhere along the road of moving on, a certain lying friend of mine (lol) told me some things that might or might have not happened. That influenced my actions after that so if it seemed like Wtf is wrong with this kid, just don't pay too much attention to that. I know all the while, the awkward level had been building up, but I just wanna move past it. There's more on my head but I wanna stop right here, I've done far too much thinking and talking. Especially since its about someone who doesn't appear to want to have much to do with me. Anyway, Thanks for everything (except for the whole blowing my head thing). Now that I expressed (most of) what I've been feeling, I think Im gonna head to bed.

Good night world


- W o n d on

Story Time

10:24 - Re-Bio
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Iight so Imma do this Re-Bio thing every so often. I know bio's are suppose to show someone's origin and where they started or came from but like they say its not where you've been its where you're at.. But yeah yeah Re-Bio: me stating where Im at. I dont believe people change I think they can either improve or f*ck up. So this is why I think it calls for a Re-Bio. Here goes...

They call me Wondon but my names Jon. I been feelin more like Wondon lately tho (Its a Eminem/Slim Shady type thing.) Currently Im tryin to re-find myself, I feel like I lost a piece of myself recently and Im slowly regaining it. Don't smoke, I like to drink (the family and racial curse). Eminem, Charles Hamilton, Drake are the best MC's out. Immortal Tech goes harder than any rapper to ever touch a mic. Big L is the best dead or alive (R.I.P.). I am now and Im going to remain something different. That difference will gradually become uniqueness and that will evolve to greatness.

I think thats all for that section of this post lol. I decided to draw out a top 10 MC's list (another reason for people to say Im tryna be like Charles Hamilton lol and yes it is unintentional once again). And whether you disagree or agree, your opinion isn't relevant unless its based on the exact same principles as my thought process was. Here goes:

Top 5 - Alive

1. Eminem
2. Charles Hamilton
3. Drake
4. Jadakiss
5. Lloyd Banks (Do your HW on him)

Top 3 - Dead or Alive

1. Big L
2. 2Pac
3. Eminem


Top 3 - Underground

1. Immortal Technique
2. Papoose
3. (Imma take this spot soon)


This list might change a few times but thats how I feel right now. Anyway Im out, people finally decide to hit me up so uh. Holla!


- W o n d o n


7:00PM - Once upon a time...
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Once upon a time I robbed a bank in broad day, shot the blank clerk for the heck of it, snatched an old lady out of her car, drove the car into a gas station causing a massive explosion. Then I woke up. Sh*ts strange, I know.

But umm, yeah. A couple more tracks got recorded. I wrote my verse to the collab Im doin with Adrian. (Its gonna be FiRe!)

But umm.. Yeah. Today's boring. Hit me up. Im looking for some kinda action to go on this weekend so help me out

Peace

- W o n d o n

June is here

4:56PM - Karina Pasian
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Karina Pasian.... The girl could sing! Good looks to Eddie Jones for puttin me on her. Gonna see if B could re-make "Slow Motion". I think she's beast enough to do it

Im thinkin her and Eddie should do a duet on it tho, that would be sick. If not there's still the remix to a certain one of my tracks that they're both gonna be singin on. Look  out for that its gonna be a hot one.

- W o n d o n

4:56PM - Its June already?!
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Its June already?! 

If today showed any kinda signs of how hot the summer is gonna be, I gotta make sure my AC is top notch this year 

anyway I jus got back from tha pool wit Matt and Git. The life guard was hittin on matt lol

'Im only a year older than you guys' hahah Ill always remember that.. or not

But yeah.. I know you've been checkin up on my blog. Ever since you started, every post seems like a letter to you lol (bonnie knows who she is)

Im not fakin tho.. Im really not. If I am youre gonna have to explain that sh*t to me lol

But  umm... Im about to grub on  somethin.

DJ got this day planned out next week, thats gonna be veryyy interestingg. <--- said with mexican accent

WOWW Im surprised how it was blazin hot all day and all of a sudden the sky is darkening and its thundering out there. It was nothin like that when I got in from the pool. 

Its tight to see the sky change like that though. It shows that nothings constant in the world so when sh*t changes up on you, you gotta be able to adapt.. So how am I adapting? Im about to get on a heavy music grind lol Thats my remedy for almost everything. (Emotionally, mentally, and more).

But yeah, Imma get at that food. Seems like a good day for me to be hittin people up so text/call my phone.

DAyuumm just took a glance out the window and it looks like a tropical storm out there, Im aboutta go move the whip. Holla!

- W o n d o n

Heated

4:47PM - Branching off
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Theres no way you can say Hip Hop artists dont listen to a variety of music
Exhibit A:




Before I say this, no I am not taking drugs or drunk (right now lol) but... I think Im feelin this kinda music....?
Yeah I know I know lol

Say what you want but its pretty dope in its own British way .

Thats all I wanted to say haha open your horizons!

- W o n d o n

1:46PM - Scratch what I said earlier....
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Thats jus what happens when I wake up mad.. I thought I was about to tear the whole house down with that one.. But Im good now. Life is still ehhh but I love it regardless..

Might go to the pool in a bit... Who knows we'll see

Peace


- W o n d o n

9:46AM - Too f*cking heated for words
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Life sucks..

Dont try to tell me it doesnt, we don't have the same life

My life sucks more than yours does.

Peace

- W o n d o n

Inspiration!

11:26PM - Feelin extra inspired tonight
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I jus got into my little late-night zones where I just feel a beat and black out on it. Which beat was it? Mine, thats all you gotta know for now.. But lemme assure you I think this is one of the deepest tracks I've written in a very long time.. But there will be another deep track on the tape (yes there will be a tape soon).. But there hasnt been too much real planning for me to be givin yall a date so jus chill lol All I got right now is a handful of tracks (hot tracks, mind you) and a thin stack of lyrics Im about to go over tomorrow.. But yeah, Leggits tape coming really really really soon. T-Bones tape coming soon also. GET READY!

Cause then Im gonna drop my sh*t on you like a ton of bricks, get them iron umbrellas out.. Im a weirdo i know lol

Its funny cause I got called a weirdo today by a girl who was sucking the ink out of her red pen... Hipocritical maybe? I think so

But yeah a lot has happened between this post and the last one.. Went to a few cookouts, got messed up, quit one of my 'bad habbits', Kyles Bday, found out I scored advanced on all the exams I took (can you say SYCED), made a couple friends, and uh yeah,, some other stuff I won't mention cause I know itll come back to get me..

So basically it went pretty tight..

I got some new software which means my beats are sounding better (look out when I drop the new ish)


What else what else.. I dont really know what else I can put on this to entertain you, you gotta be in my life to join in on the fun. But yeah I'll post up later, Im about to do some more writin. Holla!


- W o n d o n

Back to my normal happy self

7:52PM - Okay I take that back...
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You know how I said its [un]safe to say Im over her?

Yeah unsafe lol.

Jus scratch all that but umm, Im not gonna be pressed.

Im just gonna keep my hopes at a more reasonable level... For as long as I can...

But yeah she liked the song..

But of course she doesnt know whos it about.

Nice...

But dont blame me for being slow

I dont wanna kill it before it comes to life...

Feel me?

Anyway I chilled with T-Bone today.. And yesterday.

That was fun lmao those who were there know what went down.

But yeah Im out for tonight. Later.

- W o n d o n

Wtf happened yesterday

1-:14PM - So I came to a conclusion
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Tryin to get over someone by focusing your attention on another person won't ever really work. It'll tangle up your feelings for person 1 with the new found feelings you gain for person 2.

I guess what Im about to do is a bad idea then lol

This week = on and poppin...

Or at least it will be a straight one lol

night!


- W o n d o n

3:01PM - Iight Im Good
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Its [un]safe to say Im over the whole her thing. But ya never know. Im still the chill me thats still down. But unpressed. Feel me?

Anyway, Im changin up the blog, goin from green to blue. Imma switch back if I don't like it tho. Im just switchin up the banner and makin the font coordinate with it. Simple enough, no?

Anyway, I dont have another test until wednesday so Im wonderin if I should bother goin.

Im sober again, stayin that way for a while.

The music is goin good, beat making is going, and Im feeling pretty decent right now.
Whatever...

Im dyin to hear the rest of the Relapse album.
That sh*ts gonna be hot, I dont care what anybody says

Cause those same people think wayne is the best thing to happen to hip hop lol, yeah umm. Die.. lol jus playin, but ur taste is dead so go do somethin about that

Dont mind me Im jus ramblin right now

Waiting for some excitement, I think I found it

Better yet, she found me. But yeah Im goooood
lol dont pay too much attention to that previous sentence.

Im out!


- W o n d o n


7:54AM- Wired still?!
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Yesterday was a trip. And we decided the word 'waste' is a hypocritical word lol I blow my mind with my own mind. Its like Brain masturbation??

Wtf jus shut up Don lol

Anyway, 6Hr Energy + Monster Energy drink = bad stomach

on tha plus side i havent slept in like 20 hrs... if thats a plus side?

its looking more like negative, until now cause I jus remembered I started a pretty good beat last night on top of writin a couple verses. This tape is gonna be a hot one!

But anyway, thats it for right now

Im about to knock out. Peace


- W o n d o n

Okay this is it..

10:22AM - What am I about to do?
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Well one side of me wants to give up

still...

and the other is still optimistic and hoping there will be some kinda miracle... still..

But Im just getting tired of the whole thing and I think Im gonna give up (something I rarely do)

But yeah, not saying shes not worth the effort... but the way this whole thing is going (extra slow with no promises), I don't think its worth it. F*ck it

Whatever...

- W o n d o n

Helpppp

8:54PM - Still pressed on you-dont-know-who
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You know how when you wanna get your feelings off of a girl so you look for another girl who you think looks even better?

Yeah well thats useless in this scenario, there is no one better.

And thats what happens when you shoot for the top, boys and girls

The thing is, she shot me.

Either her or cupid. One of the two..

Either way Im stuck!

Grrr

Its kinda hard to build up a friendship with someone you don't get to spend any time with.

I would say f*ck life but its the other way around. Feel me? She doesnt...

Anything that has happened to me in my life can be replayed 25,000 times but for some reason it wouldnt stick like the image of her face does. 

I told her not to be a stranger lol

I never knew how much I would mean it later on..

How long am I gonna blog about this? As long as its the only thing I can think about!

Oh and yeah yesterday was my birthday. Woohoo!

I need a job.

I need her.

I need a drink.

Jus kiddin

(Kidding again).

Nah Im good, Im jus gonna go to sleep thinkin about her again. Either that or how pitiful I am for still thinking about her and wondering if she has ever even brought me into her thoughts before.

She has no idea who the f*ck I am really. Because I think if she did, I wouldn't be so alone right now.

F*ck it.

Im gonna go hopelessly wait by the phone playing "Well Isn't This Awkward"... like f*ck it.

Its like he's writin my lyrical biography or somethin. Thanks Charles lol.

Anyway, if you (the her that I've been talkin/thinkin about for a while now) are reading this right now.... Hit a nigga up! lol You got me trippin.

And listen to my f*cking song already! Love is you, love. lol real talk tho you dont even have to give me a response, just let me see a reaction. I mean I understand if you heard my Poke Her Face Remix and didn't spazz but I pretty much put it ALL out there (except for your name) on Love Is You so check that sh*t out!

Grrr. Theres no cure for this sh*t. 

Too pressed.

- W o n d o n

Hopelessness

2:17PM - Hopelessness
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Im walking (keepin my balance) on the fine line between hopelessness and hopefulness.

I dunno how Im gonna make this happen, but umm... Yeah

I can slowly feel the huge grin of optimism on my face starting to fade

I dont think shes that into me.

But then I do.

But then I dont.

Mixed signals suck.

Anyway, I hit her up on myspace and told her to check the song out.

No response yet.

Im hoping she didnt hear it because at least if she didn't hear it thats the reason for not responding

If she heard it and didn't respond then I scared her away

Unless she doesnt know who its for (her, obviously)

But I guess I gotta make stuff a lot more obvious.

Im gonna show her (and tell her who its for) next time we chill. (Whenever that is)

But Im gonna start trying to be less syced about all this, because like I said, whenever I get too excited for somethin, it usually comes crashing down in front of me...

..And we havent even gotten started yet. 

Needless to say Im not in the best of moods, I think Im gonna go for a drive or somethin. Peace

- W o n d o n

Awkward...

9:03PM - So bittersweet...
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So yeah Im a step closer... which is good because Ive been standing still for so long in this little situation..

Its kinda bittersweet though

Im super syced because its lookin like Im finally gettin somewhere, but at the same time Im feelin like its worse

Maybe Im worried about the fact that I put myself out there and doing that hasnt gotten me to a good place before (the reason Im single now)...

Maybe Im waiting for someone to pinch me and let me know Im dreaming...

Or maybe Im just worrying about being let down from such a high place that Im in right now

Either way Im over thinking this whole thing... 

It feels like it can go either way though, honestly I don't have a clue whats goin on on the other side. All I know is that I am really feelin the youngin

I dont think Ive been pressed this hard since middle school

and pretty much EvErYbOdY has asked me who she is

But as usual, the girl its really about is the only one who isnt aware of whats goin on

I feel like giving up again... But I would be kicking myself in the ass for the longest time if I let something like this slide

Shes the best...

Real talk tho, I've been listenin to "Well Isn't This Awkward..." by Charles Hamilton ever since this whole thing started. And I relate to every song on it perfectly:

^

^

^

Its crazy how well I understand how he felt making this track

It kinda got on my nerves today that I wrote the hottest verse in a while, and it was about 'her'.

That would make two tracks in less than a weeks time.

Last time I was pressed this hard was... Well lets leave that for another time.

But yeah this is different. Somebody who I see ALL THE TIME, somebody who is actually in the same state, but somebody who is not too far from that acquaintance level.

I kinda got a confidence booster tho, Candice told me she believes in me lol

And how come everybody thinks its Candice? lol what I cant have a female friend?

I dont kick game to every girl come on now lol

But yeah Im gonna try and get my mind off her, which will most likely make me think about her even more

I'll post up later.

Peace

- W o n d o n

Time Will Tell

3:13PM - Its killin me!
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The only thing worse than being rejected is the anxiety and uncertainty of what will happen. You already know the worst could happen is rejection. Right? Right.

So why is it that its much more intense when you don't know if you'll be rejected?

Think about that one


Anyway its saturday, I had a pretty cool time yesterday, could've been better. Im quitting certain bad habbits for good now. I dont need it. Congrats to me?

Anyway Im bored, anxious because this thing is still heavy on my mind, and yeah... Damn.

I dont even wanna talk about it. (Shocker, I know)

Peace


- W o n d o n

Oreos & Life

6:41PM How I miss my oreos...!
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I havent had any oreos in like too weeks. I forgot how much I straight OD on these. Im about to dog have the packet but before I do, lemme speak on life lol


Today was prettyyyyy interesting.... Emphasis on pretty.... AND interesting... lol yeah I know Im (different).


I was PRETTY syced because it involved certain someone who Im INTERESTED in

Talk about feelin like a kid again... and the way I talk about the girl makes my friend (she-knows-who-she-is) give me the whole 'aww thats sweet' routine but it aint even like that. just me speaking what im feeling (dont be surprised that some guys have hearts too)


but yeah, I came to a huge realization that she has a pretty awesome smile... and she has other blessings that i didnt exactly notice before, but I wont get to detailed with my perverted self. (Im not too big of a perv).. (Dont laugh at me Eli!) hahaha =PPP

But yeah this girl's pretty like that but I feel like Im really getting ahead of myself so lemme just shut up. Only time will tell (I already asked 'time', Im jus waiting for my response). But yeah case closed, Ill tell you more if this ish actually becomes official.

Me and bandit arent beefin anymore, thats wassup. Our stubborn asses lol.


My best friend is prego but Im not gonna say her name or put any more of her business out there, but since this is my little world where I let everything go, I gotta put this on here. Seeing it as its a very BIG situation, I thought it was appropriate.

But yeah Im there for you , if you EVER need help, you know the number. Dont feel ashamed at all, dont feel like you gotta repay me for anything... Jus promise me you'll let me know if theres ever anything I could do. I know exactly what you're about to go threw, my mom had me at about you're age so yeah, I'll jump off the Empire State bulding before I let you go at it without help.

Got it? Good. Im gonna pray for you.


And yeah I pray, me and the lord have a pretty close relationship as metaphorical or cliche as that sounds. I really think we got a tight relationship. You know how they say he speaks to us, not in words but through different aspects of life? Well its something like that. Walk a day in my shoes, it wont be easy but I gaurantee you'll see someone else's footsteps beside you. Ya dig?


But yeahhhhh Smallville today!

YEAH

Today's word is officially 'syced'! Hahaha

And to top it all off, I got like 2hrs left of community service, Imma spazz out if life gets any better lol (Spazz in a good way)

Matter of fact, Im soo much in a good mood that I didn't take the bad news yesterday too bad. (Dont think Im not gonna do anything about it, because someone is definitely gonna pay BIG time for it. You'll see what I mean.)


But yeah lets see what else happened in todays episode of Wondons World. uMMMMMfwifmwfowfhwiehf Yeah I deserve a TV show haha

And not any of that Un-Funny Disney Channel ish lol (I do mean the new Disney Channel shows, tha old ones were the tight ones)


but yeah, I couldn't be on TV, you'd get tired of the bleeps and you'll be light headed from all the laughter. Holla!


Oh yeah I got like 4 pretty tight beats done this week, 2 other decent ones. Thats whats up

Oh and I got my mojo back (Thats gonna be a track soon lmao, you'll see what I mean)

But yeah thats about all I gotta say for now, I'll post up later. Peace!


- W o n d o n


PS. If youre tha certain INTERESTING someone I mentioned before, we gotta chill Im really interested.

Unless , you know, ur too cool for me...? Naaah lol think about it lemme know, I got the wheels whenever you're down. (Oh do I get cool points for whippin? Lol Ur not cooler than me =P.... Yes you are.)


Holla!

- W o n d o n

Slow Saturday

11:28PM - Did I mention Saturday is maad slow?!
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Today went by pretty slow. Burned some gas, but Im gettin mine tomorrow.

Im somehow makin that into a business? Youd be surprised...

But anyway, if her and I both had a peace sign over our lips, the best thing to do would be putting two and two together. Get it? Put two and two together and you will lol... Yeah I made that one up myself

Im that bored!

Anyway I think I need to start talking to new girls. The ones I talk to (some, not all!) are kinda slowing things down for me. (And I know the ones who are reading this are gonna get all (up)tight about it but its whatever. Never take anything I say to heart just because I didnt put an 'lol' in front of it---but to back to the point

I gotta start talkin to some new ones. Not tryna seem like the player type, Im really the opposite. Its just that most of the ones Ive been talking to for most of the year are ones that pursued me and I think what I need to do is go out and pursue the one(s) I really want to go after.

Dont get me wrong I met some pretty cool girls over the school year but you know... Life isnt gonna throw you a girl who fits everything you're looking for, thats youre job to find that girl, which is what Im gonna do.

But yeah this one girl... She's like that... I mean for real for real, she has it. If she wants it, it's hers. Thats how she got me... Lets hope for the best!

ooh and yeah about the talent show. I know it wasnt a competition and that Im not cocky or anything, but--- I think we won lol

My ex came an hour late and heard I had the best performace, Git was in a room full of people askin what was up with the talent show and they told him that nigga Jon G. and his little sister ripped it so uh yeah, f* the bs, haters me and my little sister took the show. Haha, I mean for real though, they said I got on the stage like it was mine and I owned it and I was the only person in the room worthy of steppin on it. Why?

I put in more effort to put on a great performance than anybody there (besides the step team and the models)

Our beat was made (by me) from scratch, two original vocals with artistic quallity, lyrical substance, and delivery, and kickass vocals from my little sister, so uh yeah go suck one if you think you performed better than I did. Haha shouts to CmoLoot

Just as a sidenote for somethin none of yall know and you might wanna think about while watching that talent show video in the previous post: In the beginning of the performance after speakin into the mic, I was maaaad syced cause the mics were actually workin and we could hear ourselves lol. Yeah its the little things sometimes.

But yeah shouts to the step team they did their thing. and shouts to some of the model team. I said 'some', its like that. And I noticed Blair's butt got phatter... THATS WHATS UP. But her attitude is still f***ed up so she still aint nothin for me to scream about lol

but yeah shouts to both of those performances even though they consist of mostly stuck up highschool kids who really have nothing to be stuck up about. Haha, you overly confident losers amuse me.

Anyway I think Im out for tha night, I'll post up later. Holla!

- W o n d o n

Hottest Friday in 09

2:00PM - Its gonna be 80 degrees in jus a lil bit!
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Thats whats up, Im already feelin how hot this weekend is gonna be. But yeah Jill Scott is a beast singer and poet, anybody who says otherwise: die. <--- Thats it lol

But yeah heres this poem I wrote just now about the most beautiful roller I've ever seen. Its called 'To Say The Least' please dont copy my stuff. If you post it anywhere, give credit and let me know ahead of time


To Say The Least
By. Wondon

The word written on her face was exotic,
Thoughts that I had about her were erotic,
The way her eyes pierced my eyes was hypnotic,
She was beautiful to say the least

He shape was the kind to make you look twice,
The type to make you wanna do right and play the nice
Guy type, but Im a nice guy in real life
I was attracted to say the least

But she was after dudes who really cared less
In turned her on, the way their macho act had her impressed
She didn't think about the fact that they would care about her less
She stressed the wrong guy to say the least

She would let them tap, even if strictly back seat
They macked her so how could she expect something sweet
How could she think of herself as something more to beat
She became a sideline h_e to say the least

I wanted to give her a better guy to choose
But she was too used to being used
And since I wasn't the type that would leave her abused
I couldn't be her's to say the least

I was willing to look past her promiscuous past
And the way guys made her into something fast
A pit stop, something destined to be put last
But she was blind to say the least

And so I look at the most beautiful girl in the room
Wondering how someone so blessed could be so doomed
To be followed, hollowed by the scandalous life.. Consumed
She was gone for good to say the least...

- Wondon

Few people know who I was talkin about but yeah I meant every word of it lol (if you understood it cool, but don't say you did even though you might not have understood a single line of it).. and yeah its deeper than you think.. but whatever


Imma be out for now, I gotta find out what the plans are for today, I'll post up later. Holla!


- W o n d o n

Talent Show!

11:29PM - Talent Show was dope!!!
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Talent Show 2 Performance
"Don't Know" Ft. Lady B
(T-Bone as Hypeman)



Ahhh what to say what to say... Not too much, I think I said it all in the video lol. Shouts to my cuzzo A-Mazin who was originally on the first verse. Since the whole long distance thing was in the mix, I jus rapped both parts.

For those of yall who came out and showed support, thanks I appreciate it a lot.

My lil sis did the damn thing!!!!

People were singin along which I thought was maad cool, T-Bone was a lil sleepish but got the crowd clappin at the end which was pretty tight. Only thing I couldve asked for was a liver audience but its all good they started gettin into it halfway thru it.


But yeah I realized somethin about me and performances... But I'll get into that tomorrow when I get the time to spill my guts. Thanks again for everybody who supported me! Thanks for everybody who came to hate on me, you added to the raucus I was raising up in the place! Im out!


- W o n d o n

Jus checkin in

7:53AM - Jus checkin in!
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There's been a couple gaps in my postin, but im jus stopping thru the blog site to let yall know Im not dead (to some of your disappointment)

And if you are one of those who are disappointed in that... jus get over it lol


Anyway im talkin tha final steps that imma have to take in my little 'upgrading' process that I've been talking about.. Its already taking more effort than I thought it would but im strong enough to push thru it

But yeah know that you're slightly updated, im out!

- W o n d o n

What a Beautiful Day!

0:00AM - What a beautiful daaaayy!
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The song 'Day Dream Ft. Jill Scott' - Lupe Fiasco pops into mind

speaking of which, nobodys messin with Lupe...

Maybe Charles Hamilton  (in the future), when he becomes the older and wiser Chamilton but for now he's Young Chamilton who happens to be maad sick anyway

But yeah today is pretty awesome. Its even hotter than it was yesterday, really really bright. I feel like gettin into something. I might hit up a couple people but I know one of my boys jus came to town so Im about to hit him up as soon as this post is done. Moving on..

There comes a time in life where you need to move on. Thats somethin I thought I did already seeing it as this situation went dead and dry a year and a half ago, but I guess it somehow faked its own death?

Before I moved on just because. I was confused, angry, lost, and went through serious seperation anxiety. But this time I got to re-evauluate the whole situation and understand why everything that happened went down. Now I have a better understanding and more respect for 'her' and its cool because now I can honestly say Im happy for her and where she's at right now.

I still think we would've been the dopest thing to ever happen ever but its all good. No regrets here and Im thankful that I went through everything I experienced with her. 

People always talk about how sh*$ made them stronger and can never understand/explain why, but I can see how everything that happened truly made me better in some way shape or form. Feel me?

And most of this conclusion was figured out while I was listening to this song she dedicated to me a long time ago.

"Complicated" - Nivea

Its funny because no matter how many levels there were to our feelings, all the issues that were brought up, all the people and obstacles we had to face, and all the emotions we felt, it was furthest from complicated. It was the most simple thing in the world; You and I.

Its cool because now I dont have to compare each and every girl to you... Which is a good thing because no girl compares, thats prolly why I was so unhappy for so long.  But like I said I don't do that anymore

I realized you can't look at people as a person belonging to a group of people. Every single person is a completely different kind of person. That sounds obvious but if you mess around, experience it, and think about it for a long time you'll know exactly what I mean.

My bad phone ringin, lost my train of thought

But it looks like my plans found me instead of me lookin for plans so I'll post up later on. Im out!

- W o n d o n

Depression and Distruction

11:45AM - Confusion and Stress
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If you didn't talk to me late last night, congratulations on missing the most epic nervous breakdown ever. It kinda slipped into this morning but this school work is keepin me busy and pushing the stress out of my focus (for now).

Anyway Im pretty hype because I can finally post from my phone lol call me what you want but this bloggin stuff is growin on me

its a breath and relaxation in the midst of the madness that goes on in day to day... feel me?


Anyway, I know she's still tryna gain my attention. Stompin around alll loud (literally). Just stop, it really makes me want to dislike you even more. I would rather you swallow your pride and stop acting like another nobody because its all for nothing. You should know me better than to be the one to pay attention to the bs. So just stop

Anyway, im down to ten more hrs of community service, Im gonna knock three hours out today and take the rest off to relax. Im supposed to be kickin it with TBone, Bless, and Paradox today (yeah I said kick it lol) so Im gonna try to use that as my motivation as Im sweeping, mopping, and whatever other useless task they give me at community service.

That's such a wrong word for what Im doing, because I fail to see how me cleaning up a bathroom that's going to be just as dirty the next day quallifies as community service. I mean damn, id rather serve in a soup kitchen or pick litter up from the side of the highway

But its whatever, im almost done. I still got a whole month to complete ten hrs, but im just gonna get it out of the way.

I discovered even more fakes this morning, its pretty astonishing lol does nobody have any shame? Pride? Anything? Lol what do these people live for? You got me there, Don lol

Anyway I got some work I should prolly get to so Ill post up later

Peace

- W o n d o n

Such a beautiful thursday

6:31PM - Back Home
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Partly tired, partly irritated (slash amused), full of thought, and completely in a good mood. Im that cool huh lol

The best thing about this whole blogging thing is that what I say goes and if you dont like it you can go hah (thats right) which is kinda how I treat most things (by that I mean people) in my life

Im gonna do what Im gonna do, and if you dont like it, go. There are exceptions of course. I know everyone is equal in life, but theres more to it than that. You cant honestly say everybody in your life is just as valuable to you as other people are. Hope I didnt lose you there lol heres an example

If you dont mean to much to me, I don't see why I should give myself a personality makeover just because you dont like the way I am. If you dont like the way I am the simple and logical thing to do is find somebody whose personality you do like

But if you do mean something to me, I will find ways to change. I will improve for you. I will see right through your flaws, even if youre insecure and need all the time in the world to make your mind up about a decision that may not even be in my favor.. Oops that one slipped. But yeah the point is, if I believe you're worth it, you'll bring out the best in me and you'll see the best of me (and hopefully that will bring out the best in you). Ah my words didnt come out perfectly just now but you get the picture

And I know you all get confused from my posts.. Well most of you

If one of my posts get to a point where you're completely lost, that might be just a direct message to the person Im talking about (or people involved)

Sometimes if Im writing about how Im feeling, I might be speaking directly to that person those feelings are for, and only they (or someone who I've talked to about it) will understand

For instance, if you happen to be completely insecure and unsure of what you want and you're confused (and in turn confusing me) about what you want and I still put up with you because I still think your worth it like I mentioned early in this post, it just might be towards you (or someone else...), which it definitely was lol

I say 'you' because you might be reading this right now ('you' as in whoever I was just talking about =P) if you are reading it, you get it. If not, its not for you to understand anyway. Case closed, moving on!

I would just like to say that it's alright for a female to be called a b%*ch if she acts like one. This is not bs, so everybody who's gonna get on my case about it jus shut up now. Everybody jumps up and says 'Dont call her out of her name!' and 'Why do you gotta call every girl a 'b$#ch'. Well uh, dumbass, I dont. Before your hypocritical ass jumps up defending the females around the world, just know I prolly got tons more respect for women than you do. I was raised by them my whole life (and didnt turn out gay. By the way that whole thing about being raised by women makes you gay is BS, if anything it makes you respect them more). I was raised by them my whole life. Ive seen what happens when you mistreat them, I know how they feel when you let them down, I know how much disappointment hurts them, I know how horrible it is to see one cry, I know! And if youre a guy I prolly know more than you do so the last thing you have any business doing is telling me what not to call a female

But yeah, I would just like to say that it's alright for a female to be called a b*%ch if she acts like one (that means you). Beyonce is a musical goddess and everything but that 'If I Were A Boy' ish is malarkey. Girls and Guys do the same thing. And if you think thats a lie just shut your narrow minded ass up. If anything girls are just better at acting innocent. Im not saying most guys arent asses but a lot of girls arent angels either.

So just because you act like an angel while we go out, doesn't mean you cant be a straight up bitch (i mean b(%ch) when we stop talking. Get mad because you heard what you thought happened and didn't address the situation to me. 

See a lotta people expect you to feel maad guilty for nothing and come to you with an explanation. But how does that sh*t work when that person isn't even up front and comes to you. Its cool that they spread it around for the world to hear and in turn let you find out about it through other people, but when that happens, why should you be the one to break that little 'he said, she said' circle when you werent even in it to begin with. And how many times do you gotta say you need a f%*king break before you get one! This is why I needed one. I mean you needed one! lol oops fell off character, my mistake.. If a mistake is what you wanna see it as (it wasnt).

And like I said before, if you think something I said is directed towards you, it prolly is, but before you try to retaliate by taking that Cold War indirect approach, just get over yourself. Im sorry that you feel the way you feel, cool? But Im not sorry about what someone else told you, especially if they didn't respect me (or you) enough to get their facts straight. That was a whack ass party anyway lol I want a refund, I paid too much attention to this situation haha

Anyway Im gonna have to cut this one short, somebody keeps callin me. Gotta find out how Im gonna get gas money and toll money because if not... Well lets just say somebody is gonna be really disappointed, and Im gonna be the guilty one (for a change). So yeah Im hungry and the phones callin my name so holla!

- W o n d o n

Happy Wednesday

10:42PM - Talent Show
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Ahh I dont know how but I completely forgot about to mention the talent show! I dont know when the talent show will take place but sign-ups are tomorrow (last day to sign up)

I got maaad tracks that I gotta choose between, I cant decide which one I wanna do;

Our Names Gon Ring - From the SPV1 Mixtape

Don't Know - From the SPV1 Mixtape

Love Is You (Unreleased Track) 

Spit Fire - From the SPV1 Mixtape

NightStalker

Need A Minute - From the SPV1 Mixtape

Demise - With Paradox & Leggit

decisions decisions!

But Im thinkin I might wanna do Love Is You

and sorta act the song out with someone on the stage (a girl obviously)

Ill get into more detail later, I gotta finish this homework and crash early enough to actually catch the bus tomorrow

I wish I had a parking pass already, i cant wait to roll up to school like Was Good Pedestriaaaans? lol nah lemme stop

^Insider^

But anyway, Im out!

Holla

- W o n d o n

7:26PM - Fake people are cool...
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...well not really--But thats what they want me to think!!

Haha

Was good world?  Not you.. I mean them.. Unless you're the one who Im talkin about in this given blog lol, in that case not you

But in the case that you're actually not one of the fakest people I've ever met,  and you're not one of those who love to attempts (which ended in failure) to start drama in my life, and read my blog all the time to try and fill your brain with all the knowledge about me as you can so you can tell random b*tches (i mean people) that you know all about me (which you prolly dont, unless youre one of the chosen few, who know who they are, you not being one of them)

But yeah..

Imma start this one off with the statement that I posted in my status. It was spur of the moment, but it seemed to make a lotta sense so Im keepin it:

"Talk about the fakest people to ever bless the surface of this Earth! Lol nobody can back me up on this without bein a hypocrite"

No real story behind this one. My eyes are just open and I see all the 'fake' in people around me, its pretty funny. But yeah I posted it in my status. And since I guessed that most of those who noticed it and agreed with me would probably be a perfect example of the fake people I was addressing, I added that extra sentence. Nobody can back me up on this without being a hypocrite.

And of course I wasnt talkin about people that Im cool with. (My real niggas/girls) Which means if you're one of the people that I really am tight with, I obviously wasnt talking about you

That would make me as fake as the people I was addressing... Another hypocrite lol

And if you feel like that was directed to you, then you probably aren't one of the people Im tight with. 

Anyway since I blog about every thing dont mind me. If you do mind me, the exit buttons somewhere at the top of ur window

Its been reconfirmed that I have some 'pretty sexy lips'

oh and yesterday I got the news that Im a 'cool nerd thats really funny'

which is really funny because before I found out that Im nerd and that Im cool on the same day. Good to know that girls I never ever talk to are lookin out for me.. Thanks girls!

But hey you know what sucks? Answer -> How dumb ass girls say all guys are the same

My advice for you dumb asses out there (girls and guys alike), the reason you think they're all the same is because you stick to what you're used to (which in your case may be a pretty horrible and useless person) and you don't see (and therefore don't go after) what you're not used to which is may just be a pretty tight guy who's a cool nerd thats really funny, and might happen to rap better than you're favorite rapper.

Just sayin lol

But you know what else sucks? (funny because this is what I was meaning to get to before that previous paragraph of ish) Answer -> When you start talkin to a girl that you dont even start goin out with

Then you find out the girl you've been dyin to talk to the whole year had a lil somethin for you too

But it jus so happens that the girl you were talkin to and the girl you would rather be with happen to associate with eachother

And you know that whole code that we all must live by that goes somethin like 'theres no way you're gettin with your ex's friend' yeah that piece of sh!t code! lol It sucks, she isnt even my ex

URGHHHHHHHH

Thats tough lol I feel set up! Ah well, there are more girls out there. A LOT more. So guys and girls, never trip like theres that one person. Because if you really see only one person, you must be SmAcKeD to the point where you can only see one moving object at a time (that would suck! lol (i hope that doesnt happen to any of you guys) and by guys I do mean guys and girls

Anyway.. I got more ish to talk right now but Im jus gonna do it later on

I made this pretty tight beat, today was a pretty tight day over all and its gonna be even tighter tomorrow. This weekend is officially on and I'm officially gone.. (For now lol hahahhaa <-- evil laugh) Anyway its time to record

Hahah Im out

- W o n d o n

Spring Break '09: The Ending

11:47AM - Good Morning Again!
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Waddup everybody! I feel like i JUST posted that last post but I got a good 8 or 9 hours of sleep so Im good. Actually thats pretty great seeing it as I get less sleep on school nights when I need it the most

Ah well!

But umm, yeah I dont know why Im posting, theres really not much to update you on right now. I jus thought I'd blog again.

Im about to make breakfast because Im starvingg

Anyway get at me

No seriously, get at me, this whole online communication thing isnt serving its purpose

My AIM is 'Wonndon'
My myspace page is 'myspace.com/wonndon'
My twitter page is 'Twitter.com/wondon'

And Im not posting my number up on blogspot lol thats jus askin for trouble

I did that on myspace, but that was long before I realized tha possibility that a group of girls can potentially be as childish as I can!

Lol what???

Anyway Im headin upstairs to cook, Holla!

- W o n d o n

Spring Break '09 Continued Pt. 3

2:01AM - Feelin Good!
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Hey waddup world? Happy Easter by the way!
Not too much went down between now and my last post so im not even gonna write about any of that. I've been living tha last couple days with a clouded mind so Im about to get some green tea goin in my system and jus lay back and rest

It just hit me but, it was a pretty long break and Im ready to get back to workin (education and other things)

But yeah as for the things I needed to get off my chest last post...

I guess it roots back to the hookah bar scene on friday

There was a group of girls coming into the place, one of them stuck out to me the most.. Pretty attractive (thats an understatement but yeah you get the picture), looked like somebody I would talk to

I guess my lookin at her was noticeable to the rest of the people I was there with because they were all 'Jon you should go talk to her' and I was all like 'Nahhhh, thats okay'

Partly because I was a little too lightheaded to be moving around, and partly because I was being too human. By that I mean too nervous, too self conscious, not courageous enough to do it. Human isnt the right word, the right word to describe me was 'slacking'.

You know that feeling you get after you pass up an opportunity you know you wanted to take up? It was somethin like that

I walked out and I was thinkin 'damn, whats wrong with you Don? You could've easily got her number'. And I know I couldve. It wasnt even a confidence thing it was just that 'plunge' that I wasn't down to take.

And lemme elaborate on my usage of the word 'plunge' in this situation

Whenever you go to a pool on a hot day, the water automatically feels cool (cold) when you touch it. And you cant slowly get in, it would take you forever that way. So what you do is you take the plunge. All the fun you can have is to be had 'inside' the pool, and youre missing out on all of the action standing alongside watching the water and everything going on in it. So what you have to do is take that plunge. And after you take that plunge you'll realize how easy it is to do and after taking part of all the action, you'd do it all again in a heartbeat.

So after that long and confusing analogy, heres how I break it down

What I need to do is stop thinking about it so much (because I overthink everything) and take the plunge. I cant gradually find my way 'inside' because it will take too long, so the best thing I could do is jump in. Get it? Hope so lol, if not whatever, it was for me to get

But yeah, for now on Im plunging, now more inching into the mix.

And I know all these fake ass attention-seekers always talk about they're on they're Obama-Change bs and not change anything in their life, but by now you know Im not those other people.
I could care less who pays attention to the changes I make in MY life or who believes that Im working towards improving myself. Why? Because thats all to improve me, not entertain someone else. When I start living to entertain other people, I'll trade in my head for a TV. For now, Im keeping my head and Im using it the right way (Proud of me? lol)

But yeah, there was a party yesterday. Completely whack but I'm really not complaining. Why? Two things. One, it was a party in (You dont needa know where) and parties that go down around there can't be that great. Two, the only person I was remotely interested in meeting there was there. That made it worth going, otherwise I wouldve been completely heated lol thanks for going, you know who you are (or not. oh well lol)

What else was I gonna say? Think think think! lol I get distracted too easy. Theres this movie on FX about a teacher or somethin who teams up with these two high school girls to scam money from one of the girl's mom and they stage this court case dispute complicated type ish lol If you've seen it you know what Im talking about lol but yeah this movie's crazy

But yeah I cant remember what I was gonna say so it couldnt have been that important. So to sum things up, Im upgrading, plunging, chilling, laying back, and enjoying the rest of my Spring Break! Ill post up again tomorrow. Peace!

- W o n d o n