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No Es Amor.. No not the Franki J copied version.
The original Aventura - No Es Amor
This song seems to mean a lot more to me and make more sense around this point in time. Listen to it a few times (translate it if you have to) but I can understand it a lot better after being in a situation that relates to it somewhat. Im thinkin of incorporating it into the Love Is You remix somehow. Eddie Jones WILL be on it, Lady B WILL be on it, Cmo might be on it lol sorry man that's the best I could do for right now. I know Im droppin 8 bars on it I can't promise a 16 because I dunno how much feeling conjure up and convert into lyrics for the same girl. Especially after what has happened so far (or should I say what hasn't happened). But regardless of how much I drop on it, Eddie Jones and Lady B are gettin full verses and the chorus (not to mention ending and intro).
Speaking of Eddie Jones. Imma kill your lyin ass! lol stop tellin me lies, I know she didn't send me that stuff this morning! Its iight tho, I can tolerate it because I could see how things could've went for the better if I believed you. Well actually it kinda did but lemme break it down..
If I would've bought it the first time, I prolly would've taken that 'chance' that I was to be given and more than likely won her over. OR if the unlikely possibility of it not working occured, it would've sped of the project. Either of the two thanks to you. And the beauty of it is there IS no way it could go wrong. Either way I win. Good looks Jones lol
And im still dumbstruck about how your situation ended up. Dead ass tho.. I mean it from tha heart (no homo) nobody deserved her more than you did. You're one of the few guys I know these days who are sincere with girls. I think that's why I can understand you most of tha time, you almost remind me of myself. That's cool. But yea its good to know you're not sweatin it. You got too much going for you to be sweating girls. It surprises me your not
some kinda arrogant asswhole lol but Im glad your not. (Stay that way!) I started slippin into that trend but for the most part Im still true to myself and sincere with those who I believe are worthy of me openin up... And those who really know me know this about me. That a-hole part of me only comes out to those who call out for it.
Oh by the way you pretty much ripped it at the show tonight man. I recorded a few clips, ill show em to you if you want. Bianca did good too but she needed to get closer to the mic on that solo. But its all good she ripped it in that other song they grouped up in...
But yeah what's on my agenda???
Well Cypher tomorrow I hope. Chillin with Chels for a bit, chillin with TBone (then crashin at Tbone's crib), Tbone's cookout on Saturday, then this Picnic thing on Sunday. Im gonna remake the Love Is You beat somewhere in between. My verse is good so far, I might revise it another time before it actually gets recorded. I just want perfection, everything my heart has to say is put into lyrical form. That's the best way for yall to feel it.
But yeah its about 11:28pm and Im about to finish watching Family Guy then crash. And Im currently listening to 'The Illest Ft. Jean Grey' - Immortal Technique. These niggas are straight raw hip hop. I love how at the end of the track the words 'Shit on the whole industry' is scratched into it. Tight lol. But yeah Im out lol I got more sh-t to speak about 'essence' but Imma save that for tomorrow. And if you're not Dj then you don't know who that is lol. And don't worry about it, you don't have a reason to. Even if you are essence. And in the event that you are, you are pretty interested in my life for someone who isn't interested in me.
Man f*ck all that 'speak about it tomorrow' sh*t lol I already got myself started but.. Yeah. If everything I know is a lie then there was a serious lack in communication on my part. (I don't really think its my fault but I take the blame for everything). Im not and never was obsessed. I was just fascinated by you a little bit and really interested in getting to know you. Can you blame me? But umm yeah. The face to face contact was limited because we didn't have any classes together and you just naturally look like someone who would carry the shit out of someone who tried to get your attention so eventually I was like yeah this isn't gonna get anywhere. But I figured you may as well know the song was made for you. Whether you like(d) it or not, you may as well know... I didn't expect you to magically become equally as interested in me (although I secretly hoped you mightve had some kinda thought change). But you know I was like whatevers meant to happen will happen so I told you. And somewhere along the road of moving on, a certain lying friend of mine (lol) told me some things that might or might have not happened. That influenced my actions after that so if it seemed like Wtf is wrong with this kid, just don't pay too much attention to that. I know all the while, the awkward level had been building up, but I just wanna move past it. There's more on my head but I wanna stop right here, I've done far too much thinking and talking. Especially since its about someone who doesn't appear to want to have much to do with me. Anyway, Thanks for everything (except for the whole blowing my head thing). Now that I expressed (most of) what I've been feeling, I think Im gonna head to bed.
Good night world
- W o n d on
Speaking of Eddie Jones. Imma kill your lyin ass! lol stop tellin me lies, I know she didn't send me that stuff this morning! Its iight tho, I can tolerate it because I could see how things could've went for the better if I believed you. Well actually it kinda did but lemme break it down..
If I would've bought it the first time, I prolly would've taken that 'chance' that I was to be given and more than likely won her over. OR if the unlikely possibility of it not working occured, it would've sped of the project. Either of the two thanks to you. And the beauty of it is there IS no way it could go wrong. Either way I win. Good looks Jones lol
And im still dumbstruck about how your situation ended up. Dead ass tho.. I mean it from tha heart (no homo) nobody deserved her more than you did. You're one of the few guys I know these days who are sincere with girls. I think that's why I can understand you most of tha time, you almost remind me of myself. That's cool. But yea its good to know you're not sweatin it. You got too much going for you to be sweating girls. It surprises me your not
some kinda arrogant asswhole lol but Im glad your not. (Stay that way!) I started slippin into that trend but for the most part Im still true to myself and sincere with those who I believe are worthy of me openin up... And those who really know me know this about me. That a-hole part of me only comes out to those who call out for it.
Oh by the way you pretty much ripped it at the show tonight man. I recorded a few clips, ill show em to you if you want. Bianca did good too but she needed to get closer to the mic on that solo. But its all good she ripped it in that other song they grouped up in...
But yeah what's on my agenda???
Well Cypher tomorrow I hope. Chillin with Chels for a bit, chillin with TBone (then crashin at Tbone's crib), Tbone's cookout on Saturday, then this Picnic thing on Sunday. Im gonna remake the Love Is You beat somewhere in between. My verse is good so far, I might revise it another time before it actually gets recorded. I just want perfection, everything my heart has to say is put into lyrical form. That's the best way for yall to feel it.
But yeah its about 11:28pm and Im about to finish watching Family Guy then crash. And Im currently listening to 'The Illest Ft. Jean Grey' - Immortal Technique. These niggas are straight raw hip hop. I love how at the end of the track the words 'Shit on the whole industry' is scratched into it. Tight lol. But yeah Im out lol I got more sh-t to speak about 'essence' but Imma save that for tomorrow. And if you're not Dj then you don't know who that is lol. And don't worry about it, you don't have a reason to. Even if you are essence. And in the event that you are, you are pretty interested in my life for someone who isn't interested in me.
Man f*ck all that 'speak about it tomorrow' sh*t lol I already got myself started but.. Yeah. If everything I know is a lie then there was a serious lack in communication on my part. (I don't really think its my fault but I take the blame for everything). Im not and never was obsessed. I was just fascinated by you a little bit and really interested in getting to know you. Can you blame me? But umm yeah. The face to face contact was limited because we didn't have any classes together and you just naturally look like someone who would carry the shit out of someone who tried to get your attention so eventually I was like yeah this isn't gonna get anywhere. But I figured you may as well know the song was made for you. Whether you like(d) it or not, you may as well know... I didn't expect you to magically become equally as interested in me (although I secretly hoped you mightve had some kinda thought change). But you know I was like whatevers meant to happen will happen so I told you. And somewhere along the road of moving on, a certain lying friend of mine (lol) told me some things that might or might have not happened. That influenced my actions after that so if it seemed like Wtf is wrong with this kid, just don't pay too much attention to that. I know all the while, the awkward level had been building up, but I just wanna move past it. There's more on my head but I wanna stop right here, I've done far too much thinking and talking. Especially since its about someone who doesn't appear to want to have much to do with me. Anyway, Thanks for everything (except for the whole blowing my head thing). Now that I expressed (most of) what I've been feeling, I think Im gonna head to bed.
Good night world
- W o n d on
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