On some Spoken Word ish

9:44PM - Jus decided to spread some of my poems
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dont use any of this without asking me first...


Might never understand - Sunday, April 05, 2009

You might never understand how blind you are
I've been standing here the whole time
Starting to doubt that you'll ever see
That I could be your everything.

You might never understand how bad you have it
Better yet, how good you could have it
That if you had me, you'll be so confused
Wondering why you didn't choose me sooner

You might never understand why I feel this way
And why I feel like Im the best one for you
You might think Im just being selfish
You just dont realize how sincere I am

You might never understand your full potential
When you settle for less like I've been doing
You start slowing down instead of growing
Soon you come to a complete stop

You might never understand that I can keep you going
And that I could bring out the best of moods in you
We could have the most emotional fights imaginable
Just because we'll feel so passionate about eachother

But you might never understand how passionate one could feel about you
After all, look who you've been with and who you're with now
And how long each one of those relationships had lasted
Skipping right over the person who would've succeeded through their breaking points

Because they might never understand you're true value
And because of this, you might not either
You won't let me show you what you're worth
You just accept what they give you

You might never understand that I've been here for the longest time
Sitting back and watching as you did your own thing
We were never that close
But why do I feel like we're so perfect for eachotherI feel so compatible with you

I feel so connected to you
I feel so On-Top-Of-The-World around you
And in return, I want to give that feeling back to you
But you might never understand what that feeling is

Because you might never understand what you mean to me
Because you might never even read this
And if you do, you might never understand who this is to
But maybe you will understand.

I hope you do...



I Want You Out - By Me (Obviously) - Saturday, May 02, 2009

You're in my mind
You had your stay
And now I want you out

Im tired of having you
Over-stimulating my anxiety
Being the one Im thinking about

So it's time you leave.
Be the one someone else is pressed on
When the whole time they'll never receive you

In mind, you've been.
Constantly is when.
If you're grace was a lie, I believed you

The one time I try to achieve
Instead of settling I chose to seize
Disappointment is what I earned

This is what happens when I strive
For what I care for inside
An optimist turned shattered and burned

A lesson learned or whatever you call it
They say the third time is a charm
But that I really doubt.

Im so drained, in pain
So let down at attempts left in vain
That I no longer care to find out.

I just want you out...




Thats about it for now. I'll post some other stuff up whenever I feel like sharing it. If I ever decide I want to