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Partly tired, partly irritated (slash amused), full of thought, and completely in a good mood. Im that cool huh lol
The best thing about this whole blogging thing is that what I say goes and if you dont like it you can go hah (thats right) which is kinda how I treat most things (by that I mean people) in my life
Im gonna do what Im gonna do, and if you dont like it, go. There are exceptions of course. I know everyone is equal in life, but theres more to it than that. You cant honestly say everybody in your life is just as valuable to you as other people are. Hope I didnt lose you there lol heres an example
If you dont mean to much to me, I don't see why I should give myself a personality makeover just because you dont like the way I am. If you dont like the way I am the simple and logical thing to do is find somebody whose personality you do like
But if you do mean something to me, I will find ways to change. I will improve for you. I will see right through your flaws, even if youre insecure and need all the time in the world to make your mind up about a decision that may not even be in my favor.. Oops that one slipped. But yeah the point is, if I believe you're worth it, you'll bring out the best in me and you'll see the best of me (and hopefully that will bring out the best in you). Ah my words didnt come out perfectly just now but you get the picture
And I know you all get confused from my posts.. Well most of you
If one of my posts get to a point where you're completely lost, that might be just a direct message to the person Im talking about (or people involved)
Sometimes if Im writing about how Im feeling, I might be speaking directly to that person those feelings are for, and only they (or someone who I've talked to about it) will understand
For instance, if you happen to be completely insecure and unsure of what you want and you're confused (and in turn confusing me) about what you want and I still put up with you because I still think your worth it like I mentioned early in this post, it just might be towards you (or someone else...), which it definitely was lol
I say 'you' because you might be reading this right now ('you' as in whoever I was just talking about =P) if you are reading it, you get it. If not, its not for you to understand anyway. Case closed, moving on!
I would just like to say that it's alright for a female to be called a b%*ch if she acts like one. This is not bs, so everybody who's gonna get on my case about it jus shut up now. Everybody jumps up and says 'Dont call her out of her name!' and 'Why do you gotta call every girl a 'b$#ch'. Well uh, dumbass, I dont. Before your hypocritical ass jumps up defending the females around the world, just know I prolly got tons more respect for women than you do. I was raised by them my whole life (and didnt turn out gay. By the way that whole thing about being raised by women makes you gay is BS, if anything it makes you respect them more). I was raised by them my whole life. Ive seen what happens when you mistreat them, I know how they feel when you let them down, I know how much disappointment hurts them, I know how horrible it is to see one cry, I know! And if youre a guy I prolly know more than you do so the last thing you have any business doing is telling me what not to call a female
But yeah, I would just like to say that it's alright for a female to be called a b*%ch if she acts like one (that means you). Beyonce is a musical goddess and everything but that 'If I Were A Boy' ish is malarkey. Girls and Guys do the same thing. And if you think thats a lie just shut your narrow minded ass up. If anything girls are just better at acting innocent. Im not saying most guys arent asses but a lot of girls arent angels either.
So just because you act like an angel while we go out, doesn't mean you cant be a straight up bitch (i mean b(%ch) when we stop talking. Get mad because you heard what you thought happened and didn't address the situation to me.
See a lotta people expect you to feel maad guilty for nothing and come to you with an explanation. But how does that sh*t work when that person isn't even up front and comes to you. Its cool that they spread it around for the world to hear and in turn let you find out about it through other people, but when that happens, why should you be the one to break that little 'he said, she said' circle when you werent even in it to begin with. And how many times do you gotta say you need a f%*king break before you get one! This is why I needed one. I mean you needed one! lol oops fell off character, my mistake.. If a mistake is what you wanna see it as (it wasnt).
And like I said before, if you think something I said is directed towards you, it prolly is, but before you try to retaliate by taking that Cold War indirect approach, just get over yourself. Im sorry that you feel the way you feel, cool? But Im not sorry about what someone else told you, especially if they didn't respect me (or you) enough to get their facts straight. That was a whack ass party anyway lol I want a refund, I paid too much attention to this situation haha
Anyway Im gonna have to cut this one short, somebody keeps callin me. Gotta find out how Im gonna get gas money and toll money because if not... Well lets just say somebody is gonna be really disappointed, and Im gonna be the guilty one (for a change). So yeah Im hungry and the phones callin my name so holla!
- W o n d o n
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