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The song 'Day Dream Ft. Jill Scott' - Lupe Fiasco pops into mind
speaking of which, nobodys messin with Lupe...
Maybe Charles Hamilton (in the future), when he becomes the older and wiser Chamilton but for now he's Young Chamilton who happens to be maad sick anyway
But yeah today is pretty awesome. Its even hotter than it was yesterday, really really bright. I feel like gettin into something. I might hit up a couple people but I know one of my boys jus came to town so Im about to hit him up as soon as this post is done. Moving on..
There comes a time in life where you need to move on. Thats somethin I thought I did already seeing it as this situation went dead and dry a year and a half ago, but I guess it somehow faked its own death?
Before I moved on just because. I was confused, angry, lost, and went through serious seperation anxiety. But this time I got to re-evauluate the whole situation and understand why everything that happened went down. Now I have a better understanding and more respect for 'her' and its cool because now I can honestly say Im happy for her and where she's at right now.
I still think we would've been the dopest thing to ever happen ever but its all good. No regrets here and Im thankful that I went through everything I experienced with her.
People always talk about how sh*$ made them stronger and can never understand/explain why, but I can see how everything that happened truly made me better in some way shape or form. Feel me?
And most of this conclusion was figured out while I was listening to this song she dedicated to me a long time ago.
"Complicated" - Nivea
Its funny because no matter how many levels there were to our feelings, all the issues that were brought up, all the people and obstacles we had to face, and all the emotions we felt, it was furthest from complicated. It was the most simple thing in the world; You and I.
Its cool because now I dont have to compare each and every girl to you... Which is a good thing because no girl compares, thats prolly why I was so unhappy for so long. But like I said I don't do that anymore
I realized you can't look at people as a person belonging to a group of people. Every single person is a completely different kind of person. That sounds obvious but if you mess around, experience it, and think about it for a long time you'll know exactly what I mean.
My bad phone ringin, lost my train of thought
But it looks like my plans found me instead of me lookin for plans so I'll post up later on. Im out!
- W o n d o n
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